分享 ﹕怎样忘记他

失恋后，我们总爱问：
“我怎样可以忘记他？我很想忘记他，但我就是没法忘记他。”
如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。
为什么要那么痛苦地去忘记一个人？时间自然会让你忘记他。

现在，我请你干万别想着一头粉红色的大笨象。
请问，你想到的是什么？
你立刻就想到一头粉红色的大笨象了。
你愈努力想去忘记，你愈是无法忘记。

仍然爱着他，忘不了他，是理所当然的事，不必觉得惭愧。

有些人明明忘不了，却自欺欺人说：
“我已经忘了他。”
然而，只要别人一提起他，她就无法控制自己。

有一天，你会忘记他的。
真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

有一天，你从浴室洗了一个澡出来，
扭开唱机听听自己喜欢的音乐，
你忽尔想起，你曾经爱过一个人，
啊，原来你爱过这个人，那仿佛是很遥远的事，
你已经一点感觉也没有了。这就是忘记。

有一天，别人提起某某，
你才猛然想起，你曾经爱过这个人，现在已经不记得了。
这就是忘记。
如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人，
我们失去的岁月又有什么意义？

- 张小娴

Dream : A Short "One Piece" Adventure

I've never dreamt of adventuring with comic's characters… ^^

Winter night, snowing heavily.
I am in a small western cowboy town… not many people.
I come out from a Japanese Restaurant…
I stare at the snowing sky,
enjoying the cold touch of snow flakes on my face…
They melt instantly.
I am thinking…
Do I need to wear more clothes to keep myself warm?
Nah…
Wearing this Black Nike Wind Jacket will be enough.
I don’t like keeping myself warm.
I like my skins feel the touch of cold, especially my face.
I really like snowing day.
When it’s snowing, the temperature won’t too cold.
It’s time to go back to the ship.
Maybe they are already asleep…

Morning.
They are all ready to start to sail.
Ruffy, as usual, looks excited and sit at the front end of the ship, making noise.
Zorro, resting… Eyes close.
Hmmm... Where’s others?
I look at the back of the ship,
I saw a small boat with a rope connects to this ship.
Naomi and Sanji are in that small boat, waving at me.
I wonder what are they up to…

The ship starts sailing… Hmm… Sliding on top of the frozen river.
Yeah, the river is frozen.
The River is about 30m wide, frozen and covered with snow.
Both sides of the riverbank are leafless Pine Trees, reflex with sparking glare.
The ship sailing slowly, The cold winds are cutting my face…

Ruffy yells, “Why it’s so slow? Make it faster~! Faster~! Yaaaaaaa!”
I say. “Oooooi, calm down, it’ll be faster when it’s gaining some momentum~! Be Patient!”
Zorro still resting… or sleeping?
Naomi and Sanji still keep waving their hands.
And I?
Standing on the ship, staring far away, enjoying the cold winds, and smiling happily

Dream : Vacation Part I - The Arabian Casino

I am in vacation, alone.
Somewhere near the middle east, an Arabian city.
Beautiful city, camels, desert, oasis.......and a Casino area like Las Vegas.

I'm inside one of the casino...

There's a big hall in the middle, the ceiling is very high and decorate by crystal lights, Arabian style, very elegant. In the middle of the hall, there is people selling fried campedak and dumpling, and some cold drinks. Those campedak and dumpling is big, and look very delicious.

On the north side of the hall is a big theater, showing ghost movie starring Nicole Kidman.
On the south side of the hall is the gambling room. I walk inside.

I see people playing “monopoly” style gambling… yeah, all the tables. Can’t see any poker, crabs, or Jackpot Machines at all. All are small square tables with monopoly type of gambling. I search around, I see 2 of my never-contact primary school’s friends, they are playing monopoly too :P

They smiles and told me that their bet is the fried campedak and dumpling out there, I am so excited, and quickly go to the hall and buy some. I ask the lady how much… oh… 3 for 1 dollar. Dumpling and campedak are same price. I figure out I’m going to win tonight, so I just buy 3 dollar enough. I buy a can of cold Nestle Ice Tea too.

The dice is weird. At first it is a small dice, make out of dark wood, small, got 6 sides like normal.

I roll out “6”. The friend tell me that I must be lucky tonite. (Yeah I know). Suddenly the dice Boom…and change to a big dice, flat and long. The dice has 3 row of number, each row has 4 dice number. Ah… I see… when I get the “6”, it will change to this bonus dice. My friend count for me, I got at least 40 points. So I ask them move my bet for me and I will be right back.

I walk inside the theater, showing ghost movie… The effect is so good, it is like 3D. and some more they try to make the effect more real that the curtains will move and blow with the movie. I stands there and watch for awhile, then I walk to the ticket counter and chat with 2 beautiful Arabian ladies.

When I am back to that gambling room, my friends told me that I’ve won 96 dumpling and campedak… Haaaa!!! 96! How am I going to finish it?

Scene changed……………

Dream : Vacation Part II - The Beautiful Island

Somewhere near the Northern Europe, a beautiful island.

I just arrive, and greet by wonderful people here, they are having a carnival party all day long. I saw my secondary school’s friends, many of them, dancing, drinking…. So enjoyable. I can’t help to join them immediately. So I throw my backpack in a old pickup truck, the straight away join them. I drink a lot of beer, and eat a whole BBQ lamb leg. Sooooo delicious……. Party and party…… sooooo enjoyable.

Midnight.

I woke up by some huge wind blowing noise… I look around, I was sleeping inside that old pickup truck. I immediately curse my friends that leave me alone here sleeping and they are all back into their beautiful beachfront apartment @#$@#%$%.

The surrounding the quite dark, and the wind is really strong, seem like a storm is building up. From the shine of the moonlight, I see some surfer trying to grip this chance and surf in this windy condition J. I am standing there and watching them, watching the wind blow, the wave slap into the beach. It’s still very winding, the wind howling is real loud. I don’t know how long I’ve been standing there, suddenly the sun starts coming out, real fast………………….

I can’t believe my eyes, I see jaw dropping scene… I see hundred of HUGE military war and cargo ships, arrange in a row, start moving toward the island. These ship is real huge, and dark grey in color. It look like those WWII warships. I don’t know what is their intention… when they reach close to the island, they start turning right, and moving around the island. I am left shock there for quite a moment, then I realize that it will be a best opportunity if I video tape this jaw breaking scene. I search my backpack from the back of the truck….ah….can’t find it at first…did someone steal it? Oh no… so I keep searching…Time is running out….and finally find my old, dirty backpack.

I take out my DV and start filming, those huge ships moving real fast, all away from the island… I keep shooting keep shooting….while I am filming the scene, a huge group of people suddenly came out of nowhere, starts walking pass me, to a mosque. All ignore the ships, like it’s already normal for them. Then one of the not-so-pretty lady, starts posing in front of my DV, she posts out a V-hand too……..alamak…blocked my view…..

分享 ﹕有爱情，就有孤单

没有伴侣的时候，即使是孤单，也可以很快乐。
这个时候，孤单是一种境界。
你可以一个人走遍世界，结识不同的朋友。
你也可以选择下班之后，立刻回到家里，享受自己的世界。

一个人的孤单，并不可怕。
最可怕的，是有了伴侣之后那份孤单。
伴侣糟糕。你却不能离开他，那是最孤单的。

你和他，曾经有过许多快乐的时光，你以为从此不再孤单。
只是，许多年后，你忽然发现，你宁愿孤单一个人。

假如只有你一个人，你用不着再向他交代你的行踪，
你毋须再迫自己和他一起成长或一起不成长，
你不必再听他唠叨，
你不用再迁就他，
你不用再向他说甜言蜜语。

当你为他做了这一切，你竟然感到无比的孤单。
然而，你有太多理由不能离开他。
你不忍心让他孤单，不如你自己孤单好了。

原来，
所有的责任、感情、承诺、道德、传统、忍耐，都是孤单的源头。
孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。

- 张小娴

The Eye !!!

That's my Panda Eye.... A result of 15+ years of insufficient sleep.

Dream : 18th Century Festival

Last night my connection having problems, so I went to sleep very early around 11:30 P.M… Due to that, I couldn’t sleep very well and had many dreams…. Below are some dreams that I made.
(I’m going to use all the present tense….easier to type kakakkakaaa)

It’s 18th century I guess, there are people wearing armors, horses, carts, dirt roads, and big castle… I am inside the castle. It’s a festival time, and my class is one of the performers for this festival. At first, my secondary classmate 育麟 is riding a very big white color war horse, he wears all white like the “White Horse Prince” kekekee (In Real he is barely 5’5”) … He is performing those riding tricks that we can see in Olympics. The crowds are very excited…

Then, it’s my turn, I have a horse too, white color either kekekee, but my horse is very small compare to him, my horse is about my height, and she has a funny looking eyes and she can smiles like human. I am performing comedy with this horse. At first I wanna ride it then this “smart” horse doesn’t allow me, she runs away when I tried to ride her, and she turn her head back and laugh at me, the crowd laugh too. OK lor, then I finally succeed riding on her back, and I point to a direction and tell the horse “Go There!!! Go!!!” The horse doesn’t move at all and turn her head back, kiss me in my lips kekkeeee, the crowds are laughing very loud again. She keep kissing me I keep “pui pui pui’ until she satisfy then she run to the direction I’m pointing. At first I thought I will be over weight for this weak horse but I guess I was wrong, she can run like a wind, faster than the previous war horse kekeke……..and we disappeared from the crowds.

Then suddenly I’m sitting in a very cartoon like’s 摩天輪, like the one we ride at Disneyland… I look at my left, I can see a big dirt field but with a red curtain behind it. Then, my secondary classmate suddenly appear with all types of instruments playing some Orchestral but the size of those instrumentals are at least triple the original. There are my good friends: 烏龜﹐蝙蝠俠﹐人猿﹐肥佬﹐象勁﹐育麟﹐建力 etc… the funny part is one of them carrying the big drum, when wanna put on the floor, it almost toppled due to it huge size, and I see people quickly helped him out. That time I am wondering, why I am not performing there? Is that I’m not good enough? While thinking this question, I take a look to my right hand side and I say many babies and kids dressed like an angel and cupid waving and smiling at me……

Suddenly scene changed. I was told that I wasn’t participate in that Orchestral is because I need to participate in a duel tournament which using real weapon. Huh?! I am shocked but no choice that I have to be in this tournament to represent my class. I take a look at the tournament table, and I was in second duel. Then scene change again… I’m standing in front of the battle field, I am wearing the light armor (Rome Type) and wielding a 1 ft short sword, and I know this sword although is very short, but it’s very shape that can slice through armor like cutting cake. This gives me more confident. The bell rings and the duel starts. I’m so nervous than I can’t move my legs, both of us stand there for quite a long time until he decided to rush toward me, when he is about 1m from me, I quickly bend down, and his sword missed my head, then I quickly point my sword upward and I cut his neck and wounded his throat. The battle wins in one move kekeee…. I won~!

After the first match, I rest for a while only then the announcement say my 2^nd battle is starting now. I take a look at the field, I see a man dressed as Chinese KungFu master performing some breath taking move. His every moves, you can see the wind blowing out from his sleeves, seem like very powerful. From the logo of his clothes, I know he is from 武當… When I am scratching my head how to win this battle, my friends mentioned above suddenly appear and we sit around a wooden long table… They are trying their best try to encourage me…. And I feel confident again since I still have the sharp short sword. Finally I’m standing the middle of the field again facing this KungFu Master…………………………………………………………………………….

Hazy Day !!!

The following photos taken today while I was driving.... Ya... it looks like I took the shot during evening, but in fact, it was during noon time, around 12:30 P.M....... Haihz~


Sun at Noon


Batu 9 Toll


GrandSaga HW - KL Direction


GrandSaga HW - Kajang Direction


Phoenix Plaza in Mist


Tmn Connaught Highway


Tmn Connaught


Tasik Selatan LRT Station


Tmn Sg Besi 1


Damn Lorry!!!

分享 ﹕第一次谈恋爱的男人

Recommended by lovely JaJa, I bought 2 of her books last Friday.... Here is something to share with you.


遇上一个第一次谈恋爱的男人，那是很可怕的事，尤其当你的恋爱经验比他丰富时.
他不会哄女孩子、不会迁就女孩子、不懂得怎样去爱女孩子，那还是小事。最要命的是他的好奇心和妒忌心。
他会锲而不舍的追问你：
“你以前的男朋友还有找你吗？”
“你是不是曾经很爱他？”
“你和他一起的时候是不是很快乐？”
“他对你好吗？有没有我对你这么好？”
“你有没有挂念他？”
“你们为什么分手？”
“他做什么职业的？一个月赚多少钱？”
“你有没有跟他一起去旅行？”
“他是怎样吻你的？”
“你和他有没有做那件事？”
你告诉他：
“以前的事我不想再提。”
他死缠烂打，说：
“你告诉我吧，我不会生气的。”
如果你真的相信他不会生气，而把你和旧情人之间的事告诉他，你就完蛋了。他会把你和旧情人怎样亲热的情景记在心上，然后认为你是一个随便的人。
未恋爱过的男人，是一个固执、小器又大惊小怪的男孩子，只会给你添麻烦。男人，还是应该多点给女人抛弃和折磨，才会成为好情人。

- 张小娴

独家报导

[ 檳城 25日訊 ]
恶作剧者凌晨大叫扰人清梦！！！

槟城某某公寓居民投诉说，在昨晚凌晨大约2:33分左右他们突然听到有人大声叫喊，把他们从梦中惊醒，还以为地震又来了！
一位住在13楼，不愿透露名字的陈小姐说，她听到的是一位女的，很像小孩的声音，大叫"JOoo-AAaaaN!!!"。当问到她那声音是大约从那儿传来时，陈小姐支吾的回答说好像是在13楼。。。。。
此公寓居民以经把这问题交由管理层去处理，他们希望恶作剧者不会在重复以上的闹剧，好让他们可以睡个好觉。

- 明天使 独家报导

Angel

Someone Sent An Angel to Me :)

Dream : ZX, Police and Death Sentence

Couldn't sleep well last night....... hmm.... I wanted to write it out when I woke up.... but now a lot of parts has forgotten... hmm..

In my dream, I was in Ames, attending a concert I think :) there were lot of cars and we couldn't find a parking, so we park our car at a secret bay inside a car park building, that secret bay's ceiling is very low.... and it's very dark. We covered up our cars in order not to be discovered by people.

Couldn't remember what has happened inside the stadium, but I knew we had fun there. When we left, we back to the secret parking bay and removed the cover.... but we discovered that one of my friend's mountain bike has been stolen. (Hmm.....) But luckily my black ZX and another mountain bike still around. My ZX looks very weird...it was still black in color, with heavy tinted windows.... but hor, the size reduced.... and the most weird part was the car body is wrinkled....just like the cloth, wrinkled. My ZX was 2 seated, since one of the mountain bike was stolen, I got no choice but to let them squeezed inside my ZX. Some how 3 of them managed to squeezed in.

When I was about to start the car, I found out that the engine was dead.... I coulnd't start. So two of my friends helped out, one went to check the engine, another checking the inside circuits. The sky was getting darker that time, and the weather was getting colder and colder... The snow starts falling and the road wasn't covered by the snow, but instead freezing up, it made the road so slippery because of that thin layer of ice.... Finally I managed to start the engine and everyone was back into my car....

I drove extremely slow because the road was so slippery.... until we reach one convex of the road.... and I stopped there. There was a 300m, 45 degree downhill road ahead of us, somemore, at the end of 300m, we would reach the main junction where I had to turn left. I knew that with the current road condition there was no way I could put any brake for the car to stop, my ZX will just slide down.... I waited there for so long until one of my friend, who was riding the remaining mountain bike, start downhilling kekeke.... I watched him successfully turn that corner and safely on the main road. Somehow...because of he was get used to M'sia road system where driver side is at the right hand side.... He turned into the wrong direction of lane... OMG, I only could wait there and pray nothign would happened. But too bad, I heard siren sound from a police car......

Somehow, don't know how, I ended up in a police station, and I was with 2 newly met person that I offer them a ride. The police were investigating that couple as they suspect that couple tortured their daugthers. Then the police came to us and show us one of the photo of a dead little girl.... the police lock us up and said we were going to get a dead penalty.... OMG... I told the police that I was innocence and I was just only offered them a ride. The police ignored me and somemore that couple never said a word. They are gonna drag me in..... haihz... I was so scared and helpless.....

Argh~ I could remembered the rest of the dream... but if I can recall, I will continue posting. Last night I really couldn't sleep well, I keep awaking....then fall back at sleep and made dreams.... some dreams is a continue to this dream and some just 9 5 dup 8...

Dream : Seduction

Hmmm.... Seem like these days I had many Vacation Dreams.... Is that a sign that I need vacation again or I have had too much vacations? :P

Well, again, My N and I joined a dunno-what 4D3N trips. We were staying in a big palace style resort hotel. At first everything seem to be OK, but when it was 3rd day of the trip, I found out that many of our tour members has either lost a hand, a leg, or even an eye... But seems like they still got a smile on they face even they had lost one of their body parts.......

So I started to feel scared and I ask my N stay inside the room and I'll go checking what had happened. When I came out from my room, I saw all the hotel workers were changed to military uniform and were weilding machine gun... Waaa.... so I crawled very slowly and stay undetacted by those guards. Then I heard 2 of them having conversation and were laughing at my tour members that we were very stupid. They said they just lie to my tour members that some kids in Africa need this body part and persuated them to donate it.

I didn't know what I am going to do so I keep advancing undetected untill I reach a door, I sneak in throw the window and I realized that this is another bed room and someone was sleeping. So I hide beside the bed and slowly crawling out again.... But.... suddenly my notebook (How come suddenly have a notebook? Kekeeee) started beeping and my N was calling me~! OMG, I afraid I would wake them up so I stayed still and not making any sound even holding my breath...... but too bad the room's light turned on and a blanket that covering my body was removed quickily and I was revealed.

(Wahahhaaaaaaaahahahaaa I can't stop laughing when write to this part~!)

Soooo, when the light turned on and I was forced to reveal myself, I saw 2 very beautiful girls in the room, one was wearing green flowers bikini and she was very very sexy and looks naughty (!!! I love dreaming :P), another looks very innocent and shy....... (Believe it or not I still can remembered how this shy girl look like). Then I was speechless and feel a little excited (I'm very honor one :P). That sexy girl smiles to me evilly and then she opened the drawer and took out 3 large-colorful-stripped-silky condoms (not those traditional rubber condom) and thrown it on the bed (!!!!!) and she asked that shy girl came closer to me......... Waaaaaa that time my heart keep pounding for real~! I couldn't stop imagine what they going to do on me (I'm a true guy and frankly speaking I was thinking of 3P that time :P shhh.................. it's just a dream). When I was about unable to resist the seduce......................................... someone knock the door!!! And again, I had to find a place to hide so won't get caught by those armed guards......

........ !@#$@$%

The dream End here.

Soooo...... seem like deep inside my heart still a bit of wild wild west elements. Dangerous eh~ Lemme tell my N about this and see how she says. Shall I?

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Dream : The Captain

This morning I had a very long dream... but I think I'd forgotten the beginning part.

I was in a battlefield, fighting Japanese Soldiers :P. I remembered their Grenades were very powerful and once they thrown to us, if got time, we would pick up the grenade and throw back to them kekeke.... but most of the time I just run for my life. Wierd thing was there were just grenades booming sound but no machine gun sound. (People says in the dreams you can't hear any sound.... well, maybe I "Feel" these sound).

I was on a losing side and finally we decided to abandon the land, we aboard a large wooden ship and keep fighting.... but still keep losing haaa... so I jumped from ship to ship, those people who weren't abandon their ship, I knew that they were killed or captured by those Japanese. Finally I was in a last ship, last remaining ship. I still keep hiding and hiding from the Japanese, finally I reached the top portion of the ship (roof?) and there's a very tiny secret room that I can hide myself in. On the door got a sign wrote: "When there is no way to go, there is a hope" (something like that but couldn't recall back :P)

So I opened the door and hiding inside. Inside the room there's a tiny window, I peeped from the window and I saw 2 old men playing chinese chess and drinking tea. There seem like waiting for something. Then the Japanese soldier broke into their room and say, "Ha... Finally found you! Mr. Yahoo Creator No. 8 (Don't ask me why got this name, I've no idea too)!" And bring that guy away. After that the Japanese just stop searching and fighting (Soooooo all the war starts was about capturing this Mr. Yahoo kekekee). When the Japanese left, the another guy waved to me and ask me to come down, he was the Captain of this last remaining ship.

Then the environment turned into a very groomy surrounding, it was still inside the ship, in the Captain room. I found out that this Captain was dying, there was gunshot wound in his left foot. He told me that he was hungry and told me that the guy supposed to prepare dinner for him was that Mr. Yahoo and now he was captured. So I ask what he wanted to eat... I knew that will be his last meal and last wish so I wanted to help him. He said he wanted to eat "Very Delicious Roasted Duck". So I asked a boy in the room whether he knew where to buy that very delicious roasted duck. The boy said he knew, I asked was that far away from here? He said nope. So I followed him to buy.

Scene changed to a city, lots of car and the road was wet, it's just after rain. I was wearing my rollerblade and tried to beat the traffic jam. In a corner, I fell once but I quickily got up as I know time is running short. So I blade n blade until I reached a mall, there were some young kids playing skateboarding and asked me do some tricks with my rollerblade kekekee... So I did a emergency stop and flips the rollerblades by foot to my hands like they did it with the skateboard. Then I walked into the mall and buy the Roasted Duck.

When I was back to the ship, I tried to go inside the Captain room through a very tiny window, it was the only entrance. I was so sad because the man who saved my life (The Captain) was dying, I gave him the Roasted Duck and he was eating slowing. I look outside from the deck, the winds are howling and sea was trying to sink the ship.... Just feel so sad so sad and my tears was about to burst out....

Then.............. My N woke me up :P Time to go to work. Hah!

Fresh Durians~!

Yesterday went to Durian Farm located at Titi, Negeri Sembilan. Just 1 hour drive from my home :)

Below are some pictures taken that day, enjoy~!

p/s : Friends, whoever wanna eat some fresh durians, mangosteens, and also wanna donate your blood to the Moquisto, just contact me :) It shall be no problem if it's the durian season :)

Durians and Mangosteen~~

Batman Enjoying Mangosteen. This guy is rish, his house cost more than 1.8M~!

Lengjais and Lengluis :P

"Ang Mor" Lyches

This is a very young Mangosteen Tree.

Jun and Queenie with Durians still hanging on the tree - Beware of your head!!! kekekee

My N holding a young "Thai Coconut". It's so fresh~~

Jun and Batman Loading Durians

Durians and Mangosteen in the truck~!

Home Sweet Home

This morning When I was about to leave my home, the sweet smell of my favorite Jasmine is floating all over the air... I like it. It make your mood just feel too good. Then went back to my room and take these photos to share with you.... :P

9-Miles Jasmine (Close up View)

My Favorite Tree, in Chinese called "9-miles Jasmine".... meaning you can smell the beautiful scence from 9 miles away...

My Mango Tree - @#$@ No Fruit!

My Durian Tree - 6 Years Old

Car Poach

Side View

Front View

Dream : She's Getting Married

Although she has been married for years and having a son now but don't know why the dream's time is when she is just about to get married. She is my first girlfriend, codenamed Little Cloud :P

We were at her fiancee's house, having dinner, just day before their wedding. Many friends were there, having fun, playing cards, watching weddign album etc. Weird thing was those friends I mentioned include my University's friends and I brought my N too :)

Seem like nobody else having dinner except Little Cloud and her Hubby, My N and I. The table was square in shape, very very small, it's about 1.5m x 1.5m and on top of tables are those expensive plates, glasses, silverware and, 4 dishes. During the dinner, My N wanted to go to washroom, so left 3 of us. I couldn't eat well, and I was afraid of those plates and glasses would fall to the floor, so I keep moving those to the inner side. I even move her glass of wine too. That's why when both of them finished their meal, mine still left a lot...and he asked, huh? why eat so slow? anything?

Actually that time my feeling was like a mixing jug, I truly felt happy for her but deep inside my heart I felt sour, not happy. But I tried so hard to get rid of that sour and unhappy feeling that acted cool. Why I would feel unhappy? I know it was because inside the dream, Little Cloud and I were just broke up, well, can't say break up but it was in cold war, so when she suddenly announced that she is getting married, my heart sure feel sour :|.

During my N was still in the washroom (Wondered why she took so long), her hubby keep talking about how important she is to him, he said she worked for him and he couldn't resist to give her all he can. He joked that during a roadshow he in charged, he asked the 20 people who used for the models, to help Little Cloud do her makeup wor... He knew that we were couples so he talked a lot how he met her, how important she is to him, that he couldn't afford to lose her etc... He done all the talking, Little Cloud keep silent, and me too, tried to concerntrate on the food and the plates.

When he went to take another glass of water, Little Cloud said unhappily to me, "Why so sensitive? (In Mandarin)", and I asked, "Huh, feel allergic? Was that the seafood?". She didn't reply me but just stare at her hubby, then I understand what she mean but just keep quiet.

After the dinner, My N came back and we wanted to leave, I tried to find my jacket, inside my jacket got a necklace that Little Cloud gave me when we were couple. But I could find the Jacket where I left behind. I just wanted to leave so I gave up finding it and left....
-END-

Well, I can't truly describe the feeling in sentence... I truly deep in my hurt really happy for her, just feel sour.

Dream : Angelina

Keekeekekee.... I guess the angel really came to my dream lastnight :P It's very clear..
Have I told you that I met a very beautiful and sexy girl during the trip to KunMing? But I just didn't approach her to get to know her (Because my honey was with me too :P).

The dream start in a shop, a quite empty shop with a bit groomy. There were some people gathering there, we seem like we were here to pick up something after the trip, yeah there were all my group member while I was in KunMing. I saw that pretty and sexy girl. Again, she was wearing small size white T-Shirt with black silky pants that made her body shape look like perfect :P, but her hair has changed style, become shorter till the shoulder and highlighted.

Although this time my honey didn't with me, I still didn't take any chance to approach her kekee, guess I didn't wanna be unfaithful to my honey :P. Then, I guess it was lunch time, and people started leaving the shop, I saw an empty long resting chair (Neh...those make of colourful stip of rubbles, the back is adjustable one le~) and I decided just to rest at there and wait for them to finish lunch..... since I didn't like having lunch with strangers with no topic chatting during lunch...

I eyes sent that girl off. She was driving a very very old type Honda Civic, Hatchback, Ocean Blue in color.... The street was very busy with all cars waiting for the traffic light to turn into red.....

But dunno why I was inside this shop's owner's car and went for lunch together... On the way to lunch, I saw that pretty sexy girl, and we passed by her... she was driving alone tho~ after that we stop at a small alley and the shop owner made a call to his friend and say he is waiting there. I didn't know who he was waiting for.... suddenly, that pretty sexy lady show up kekekee, I was very happy to know that she was going to have lunch with us together ho ho ho..

Suddenly I was in a room. I was in her room. It's a big L-Shape room, at least got 10m x 10m, but the ceiling was very very high, I think at least 8m in height. The whole room was very very clean and simple, the wall all covered with yellow-white lacy curtains, from ceiling to floor... Her bed was a simple Twin size bed with white color covering. Strange thing was right behind her bed, there was another small bed, I saw a picture of a 5 years old boy sticking on the wall. I knew it was her brother... This room is so simple and clean that make my heart feel so harmony :)

Before I decided to leave the room, I took a peep out of her window and wanted to know where her house is located. I saw a row of very very old shop, one of them is restaurant dunno selling what but lots of customer... seem like her house is big and high, all I could see was other house's roof and tiles. kekeee

When I was about to leave the room, she came in and smile sweetly to me, "Enjoy your stay~" oooooooooooooooh, I was speechless but only can smile to her :P. Finally, I asked, "..... I still didn't know your name......." She smiles and replied, "Angelina, I'm Angelina", and turn away walked downstair. I was stunt out there and just feel very happy :) -End-

:)

DVD Movies Crazy

Believe it or not.... I just bought 49 DVD movie titles from a friend of mine... Am I crazy? Well, too bad he just doesn't have "The Nightmare Before Christmas" ...

Hahaaa....... Guess you'll see me Idling in IRC now very often because I'll be watching the Movie with my honey lorrrrr :D

Dream : Renovation

I just feel unsecure...
Well, the dream goes like this:

I was at my house alone, but then from the 2nd floor's window, I saw some stangers start using a set of key and try to enter my house from the main entrance...

So I rushed downstair and wanted to stop them and querried them but it was too late, they had entered the house. I asked them what's the purpose of entering my house without permission and where they got that set of key. They said it's from my brother's order but I wasn't believe in them. So I called my brother and he said it was his gf's ideal to let them in for renovation his room, and that set of key is belong to his gf. So I was mad about my brother's gf coz she simply gave the keys to other and she thought this house belong to herself as she didn't even get permission from me to start the renovation. !#@$#@

I tried to stop them to start work but I failed. They treated me like I was an invisible man. They removed the whole ceilling, knock out the whole wall, remove the whole carpet etc, the whole room just a mess and very dusty. Suddenly they said they have done renovation it and they left in a blink of eyes. But the room is completely ruined. I was so mad that until I wake myself up :|

Hrmp~!~!~! @#$@%$@#$

Dream : Honey Leaving Me...

Not a pleasant dream...

We were on beach retreat vacation (Don't know where is it). We stayed at a resort hotel shape like a rectangle, and in the middle of the building are those tiny SPA pools...

The first day was happy... we went to search for the best beach in this area then enjoyed the view and sunlight....

Then... don't know what had happened, I beat up a guy at night, and this guy was my honey's friend. So she was mad at me, very mad at my action done to her friend... Haih.... Then she said she couldn't stand of me anymore and want to break up with me... I was so sad but I keep silent.

The next morning, I saw her packing, she only packed up her belongings and left mine hanging outsides... Well, seem like she was going to leave me for real... I was so sad... but still got hope to win her back....

Wait till the last moment, I pulled her to a quiet place and asked her if this is for real... she said yes. Then I asked her was this because of yesterday I punched that guy? She didn't answer me. Then I ask again, that if I didn't beat that guy up, was she going to leave me too? Haihz... she answered YES. That mean this break up has nothing to do with yesterday beating.... suddenly I knew I'm losing her ... and I burst into tears... THE END.

p/s: Never know I'll cry like that~! That's truly a heart breaking moment. Hope it won't happen in real world. God bless me. I'm gonna tell this dream to my honey and ask her why she done that :P

Decision Made

I couldn't find satisfaction in what I'm doing now..... What should I do?

When I was still a Civil Engineer, when the highway is completed, I feel satisfied for I've been achieved, whatI've been done to the public....

What should I do now?

I've made a choice last year to quit my profession and helping my father's small business. I'm giving myself 3 years and try to pick up whatever knowledge I'll learn in this business.....

Liverpool Is The King Of Europe~~~

Hell ya~!
We are the Champion~~~
We are the Champion~~~
All Hail Liverpool~!~!~! Yoooooo hooooooo~!~!

The newly crowned UEFA Champions League Champion~!~!~!

Sooo Soooooooo Happy~! Hahaaa..... I've been waited for 18 years since I become Liverpool fan~!
This the the greatest moment~~~

Beware~! Our Liverpool is back ~!~!~! Muahahhaa..... Next Target: Premier LEague Champion :P

Communication Break Down...

Below conversation happened just now... :)

(22:40) · winnie · hi
(22:40) · Regis · hey winnie
(22:40) · winnie · hi
(22:40) · Regis · anything?
(22:42) · winnie · hihi
(22:42) · winnie · asl
(22:42) · Regis · duh~
(22:42) · Regis · not telling.
(22:42) · winnie · ???
(22:42) · winnie · y
(22:42) · Regis · just dun feel like telling.
(22:42) · winnie · #_#
(22:48) · winnie · helloooooooooooo
(22:48) · Regis · yeah? :)
(22:48) · Regis · anything else?
(22:49) · winnie · i no u asl
(22:49) · Regis · waaaaa
(22:49) · Regis · really?
(22:49) · winnie · i no
(22:49) · Regis · how u know?
(22:49) · winnie · ahahaha
(22:53) · winnie · helo
(22:53) · Regis · huh?
(22:53) · winnie · ahah
(22:53) · Regis · siao~
(22:53) · Regis · u must be a little girl
(22:54) · winnie · Y U SEE HAI
(22:55) · winnie · i no u asl lah
(22:55) · Regis · i don't understand what you said
(22:56) · winnie · ahahah...
(23:01) · winnie · hrlo
(23:01) · Regis · yes?
(23:01) · winnie · no u asl
(23:01) · Regis · what u mean "no u asl"?
(23:02) · winnie · nono
(23:02) · Regis · I don't understand what u meant larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
(23:02) · Regis · "no" or "know"?
(23:02) · Regis · @#$@$#
(23:03) · winnie · asl is age,m/f,from where
(23:04) · Regis · ok, and?
(23:05) · winnie · y u asl
(23:06) · Regis · y u asl?
(23:06) · winnie · ???
(23:06) · Regis · what is "y u asl" mean?!?!?!?
(23:06) · Regis · did you mean "What is your asl"?
(23:07) · winnie · is what you age,m/f,from
(23:07) · Regis · i KNOW what "asl" mean
(23:07) · Regis · but I dunno what you mean by "y u"
(23:07) · Regis · ok?
(23:07) · winnie · asl is 15,f,b.b.b
(23:08) · Regis · duh~!
(23:08) · Regis · I make me vomit blood
(23:08) · winnie · what u
(23:08) · winnie · asl
(23:08) · Regis · I said I "Not Telling you"
(23:09) · winnie · age , boy of girl ,from
(23:09) · Regis · didn't you understand what I meant and you keeep asking it?!?!?!?!
(23:09) · winnie · what
(23:09) · Regis · I said I'm not telling u
(23:09) · winnie · what you no telling me
(23:09) · winnie · u is girl
(23:10) · Regis · what you no telling me -----> should be "Why are you not telling me?"
(23:10) · Regis · am I right?
(23:11) · Regis · What Why is different
(23:12) · winnie · 888888
(23:12) · Regis · ?
(23:12) · winnie · 888

Phew~~ God Saved me.

Fatty's Father Passed Away

Yesterday night while I was watching the paper palace burned down, I received a call from Batman saying that our good friend Fatty's Father passed away on Monday.

Deepest condolence to him...

Seem like people are linked together once their are married. Fatty's mother passed away on Feb 05 and now followed by his father... Same case as my grandmom and grandpapa..

What can I say? Haih... Human life is so fragile. That day I spoke with my father and only knew that he was worry about his death now... He joke about that sometime it's good if you have a heart attack, it need not to seek for doctorial medication as if it stike, you will only suffer a short period before u died. He said he is worried about the health when he get older and the internal organs are not fuctioning at all and is suffering every minutes... That really scared him.

That's why I always say I'll only live up to 60 years old while I'm still healthy...

If my father or my day come, I wish I can have a choice to end my life painlessness. (Holland is legalized for that right? Where else? Gotta do some research first... )

公德

Past few days were really busy in preparing and performing the Hokkien Spiritual Ceremony called 公德 (Gong Tek). It represent the filial respect of the son to their ancestors, so by doing this spiritual ceremory would make them live comfortably in the under world.

Yesterday night was the final night, the paper made Palace (RM20,000) was burned down in a blind of eyes.... Ha... a waste?

Dream : Playing Chinese Chess

There were so many tiny dreams made in these few days... but mostly are short and forgotten right after I woke up...

This dream happened in this morning....
I was playing chinese chess with my brother and my nephew, this is not a particular short dream as "playing chess then The End". Instead, it was a long and slow dream as I can remembered all the steps I made... A simple but long dream, really just like spending hours for these two games. Yeah, I won... but why?

I remembered I last played the chinese chess when I was 15 years old.... Any reason why it suddenly appears in my dream? I didn't even recall seeing any chess playing scence from the TV or Movie or Reality... gotta find out soon... :)

DreamMoods.com says:
Chess
To see or play chess in your dream, indicates that you need to carefully think through the situation before making a decision. The dream may also comment on how you have met your match in love or in business.

Result Out Soon

Done the Biophy test yesterday morning, and the result will be known in a few days....
Hopefully everything will be fine....

Bad News

Just back from Hospitar for my honey's routine check up and found out that there's a Tumor under her right ear...

Still haven't confirm it's a good or bad tumor. Haih..... I'm so worried :(

Next week will need to go to another hospital to check the tumor.........

Haih.....

All Hail LIVERPOOL~!~!~!

Yes~!!!
Liverpool is through to semi final~!~!~!
Wahahhaahaaa
so happy.... my first bday gift :P

Happy Birthday To Me~!~!~!~!~!~!

A Hint From My Honey

Kekeekeekeeeee.....

Yesterday night when my honey was changing the tooth paste we used, she took out 2 new tooth pastes, one is big and the other is small....

She said, "Hon, we use the big one lar, the small one save it for traveling used... "
I said, "Hmmm..... Ok...."
She said, " But the our old traveling tooth paste still left a lot wor...... how ah? why leh?"
I smiles to her and she grins at me kekekeeeee.....

So.... do you understand what's her hint about? Kekekekeeee.....

Dream - The Tsunami

Hmm...... What to say?

Dunno how and dunno why I was in a city, it look like New York City because I recognized the famous Brooklyn Bridge... there are just some skycrappers and some shophouses (Malaysia Type)... yeah that's not really in New York City, it just look weird....

I was running one the street, in between the skycrappers and the shophouses..... I have a peep to my left and I can see the Huge Tsunami wave is hitting toward my direction, it has at least 10 stories high!!! (It really look like the movie "the day after tomorrow") My parents were following me and we were all escaping for our life. We ran and ran until we reach a junction, I took a look into my left again and I see there are few skycrappers... then I shouted "Stop!" and instruct my family to stop here because I think these skycrappers can block the Tsunami..... Phew~ and it did! Thanks God!

After the first wave passed, many people try to run back because they thought it's over... but I knew it was just the first wave, the bigger and more powerful one is coming in no time, so I asked my family not to run back.... After rested for about 10 mins, Oh My God~!~~! Oh My~!

I can see the gigantic Wave about 40 Stories high hitting our wave "slowly"...., I can see it destroyed the Brooklyn Bridge in a second~! I dunno how to descript the scence but I know these skycrappers can't withstand the force of the coming wave because the structured already damage.... then we ran and ran again..... But something worry me was my father he if not running, instead he is walking very relaxing ha~, so I yelled at him and forced him to run with us..... the wave keep closer and closer to us like in a slow motion movie.... then finally I knew we cannot out ran it and there's no more shop houses to protect us because we already ran untill the end of the shophouses... then no choice lar~ we all ran into that last corner shophouse... it was a automobil repail shop ha~!.

Inside the shot I still can't relax because the waves already hit us it push all the engine and car toward our direction~~~ I have no choice but quickly use a big Cart and they to block and push all those big engines hitting in our way..... yeah dunno how and dunno why I am manage to push those away ha~! but more is coming~!~!~! When I turned my sigh back to see my family, what I saw make my blood come out ha~! I saw my family were sitting around the big table, sitting and chatting there relaxing like nothing happened.... @#$!%$#%@

The I yelled at them again said I can't hold it anymore~!~! and ask them to run upstair~!!!! Then all of us ran to upstair and hold on tight gribbing on the column.... the waves keep pounding to the building and whole building is shaking like it gonna collapse very soon!!! haih~!
I thought the time is there and we can do nothing but to pray.... then I saw my Honey was holding to another column shaking her body (about 20 steps away from me). I yelled to her and ask her come to me cause I know here is little safer than there and I was thinking if we are gonna die we must die together, so she slowly walk toward me.... and finally she come to me and I spread my arms around her and wanna protect her.... the whole floor now is flooded until our waist and we feel cold and shivering.....

After some horrifying minutes, the waves getting weaker and the shop didn't shake that much like earlier.... we know we were safe!!! ah............ and.....

I woke up again. Dream ended. Any comment?
U know..... it was so REAL that I still can feel it. But I just don't understand why when I was fighting with the wave and my family seem doesn't care and sitting behind me relaxing? :P haaa... u tell me~

Dream : The Weapons

Another short dream ^^

I was in a groomy room, it's look like a auditorium and I am standing on the stage. Infront of the stage are row of seats, and further in front is a dark hallway. Yeah the whole room is very very groomy..... hmm....

Behide the stage is one big cabinet (Have u seen Man In Black?) yeah a cabinet fill with all short of weapons!!! I pick one type of grenade called "Liquid Gel Grenade".... ha... weird eh? This liquid Grenade is fluorescent green in color, it's inside one toothpaste type container. Then I try to apply it to the hallway by squeezing the container and let all the Liquid Gel Grenade spill all over the floor, then I saw some enemy coming and Booooooooooom~!

I woke up. ha... nothing much.....

Dream - The Pick Pocket

Another short and wierd dream... I wonder does that behavior is my true inside spirit...

The dream start like this...

I was walking on the crowdy street, somany people around just like the "MongKok" at Hongkong. I walked alone and I can see many kids wearing black pants and long blake sweather with hat scattering around the street. Then suddenly one of them crashed on me then walked away. I felt something fishy and I quickly check my wallet and Whola~ It's gone. I should at that kid then he start running around. He ran like a monkey, very quick and jumping around. I was unable to catch him. Then there's another man around 45+ helped me, he sure can run fast, he looks like those Kungfu Master, ha~! Then finally he catched him and both of them were on the floor wrestling. I quickly join in and when I see clearly, that thief become a man who is aged 45+ also~! not a kid? hmm.... but that thief quickly pretend that he was the one who catch the thief, he accuse the one who helped me is the rest thief. I was in doubt in a second but later I knew he was lying.

The scence quickly turn into one travel bus. I handcuffed the thief on the window and he was laying on the floor, I spread his hands up and use the screwdriver to hurt his hands, I yelled, "See next time can u use your hand to pick pocket again or not!!!" (Kekeee.... violence eh~!). He didn't make a sound then finally I am satisfy and planning to let him go. (Dunno why suddenly "He" become a "She" and she said, "u better becareful heh~" Woa..... treathening me worr~!

Then suddenly 2 women-in-black wearing sun glasses walked in the bus, I sense something not right and quickly ran from the back door, the 2 women-in-black draw a gun and fired on me!!!! I ran Zip zap direction trying to dodge their bullets..... and I escape. and the dream end.

Sooooo.... I think I am weak and couldn't catch the thief personally. I was out ran by him... and that is sad. (Sign of getting old? Oh No~!)

Dream - The Wedding

Some memories hidden deep inside your mind, while you thought you had already forgotten, it reminded u in your dream....

Yesterday night I had 4 Dreams in a row, ha... finally~! I named it as "The Wedding", "The Pick Pocket", "The Weapons", and "The Tsunami".

It's just a simple dream, one of my good friend, who has the same lastname with me too, is getting marry in a church with her ex-girlfriend. The wedding is held at one beautiful church (Like the one at BB post it in her blog). Infront of the Church is a large green field and our cars park over there.

After the ceremory ended (Not much details), we are going to the wedding dinner. Because not many driving, so when I reach my car, there are 4 of my friends (Lee Woon, Little Cloud, Milo, Ah Lek) already trying to squeeze inside my tiny Kembara ~!, I look into my car's front number blade and it's broken and gone. So I told them better not to ride my car (Actually it's just an excuses as I don't want to fetch many people~!) as will be caught by Police because got no number plate wor.... that... the dream ended or I couldn't remembered the rest :P

Althought It was a short dream , but made me miss my friends ....
The guy who is getting marry with her ex-girl friend... This guy went to New York and reunion with his parents. His parents was illegal immigrant over there... and since then, we lost contact untill now. That's very sad.

I fear that I will forgot about him again, so I decided to write down something about him... His name is Chi Onn, he was quite an Athelet in my school, he is older than me 1 year but we studied at same class because he failed to get to form 4 one year due to poor result. I remember before we were classmate, we met in the snooker center at Petaling Street. He always with his friends and I will my animal gangs. We play "Lucky" (I start playing snooker while I was 15 :P) and invited him and his friend to join us because we wanna win his $ ha~!
Then "No fight No Know", we become friend.

I remember when we were form 5, a group of us around 15 people went to his house at Selayang BBQ and steamboat. That was very fun... Since his parents aren't here, so he lives with his younger brother only, that night, the whole house belong to us. during the steamboat, my animal gangs act like 3 years never had any food, and the "Batman", who try to clean the "Am Chun Egg" at the kitchen, ate half of it while cleaning~! After the steamboat session, we BBQ. Guess what? We BBQ from 10pm until the next morning 8A.M. while some morning jogger passed by~ That's the longest BBQ I ever had~!

Well, talking about his love...
When he was form 4, he start joining the Church because he is going after one beautiful girl. I knew this girl after they become couple... well, they were a sweet sweet couple. That time we all envy about him because most of us haven't had a girffriend yet hahaaa.... But the sweet story didn't last long. One night he came to my house and stay overnight coz he was so sad~ He told me that He met her face to face while she was holding another guy hand at the shopping mall. He went shocked as he never know she has another guy. After that incident they split lor... that night he cries in front of me. That's the only time a guy cries infront of me and I didn't know what to do but to comfort him.

Maybe that's the reason why after our secondary school, he went to New York to stay with his parents and leaving this sad place. and this girl, when I study at Inti College, I still fetch her sometime back to her house. Just know that her new boyfriend is quite rich. That make me wonder she left him (He is poor) with another rich guy? I don't wanna make a deeper thinking on this.

That, I lost his contact number. Just wondering how is he doing now.

Before ending this, I write down the friend I mentioned about and their current situation...

Chi Onn - Lost in contact. Last knew he was in New York
Lee Woon - Married to a China guy last year, now staying in Melboune
Little Cloud - My ex. She is having her 2nd baby now :)
Milo - She is still single and available. A Macho girl.
Ah Lek - Handsome talented guy. Studied Architect in Melboune, now continue his study in Germany. Heard he doesn't want to come back again.

No Dream Available !!!

Well, it's very weird that have been a long time since my last memorable dream. Nothing special lately except bz kekekeee....

Happy Valentine to All of you out there~~~

This year I spend my Valentine alone since my N is at HK now... miss her tim~

So, I took the advise from SJ that dun be naughty and go curi makan, that's why I am here all alone now in my room, reading people's blog and giving comment hehehee.... Alrite. Have a nice day~ Ciaoooooooooo