心靈空虛

今天下午
心靈突然覺得很空虛
吃午飯看着報紙時
隨手寫了很多次
在腦海裏也重復了很多次
自己不知道為什麼
只是突然間
突然間心靈覺得很空虛
真得很空虛

發了一則短訊
想和她分享我現在的心情
但，得到的回應是
“你別作我笑了！”

嗯。。。
可能我在她們心目中
永遠都不會出現這種心情吧
我也知道這只是霎那的現象
它只不過久久偷跑出來
調劑一下心情吧了
但是，我那時的心靈真得很空虛哦

生日快樂~！

今天晚上11點30分
我切了我的生日蛋糕
拒絕在蛋糕上插多餘的蠟燭
一支就夠了
呵呵呵呵呵。。。

很老土的許了三個願望

第一個願望
但願我的家人
身體健康
平平安安

第二個願望
但願我的朋友們
快快樂樂

第三個願望
嗯。。。

另一種寂寞

感覺到
生活的圈子越來越小
每天遇見的人
所說的話
只是建于顧客程面上的客套話
好冰冷
很難再找到一個知心的
那種可以稱兄道弟的
那種可以一起來喝喝酒
打麻將，釣釣魚的朋友
只是覺得有點失落
也感到心裏有一點點的空虛
可能是生活太過的單調了吧

有了她
心靈的空間也已經塞得差不多滿滿的了
只是還有一小部分
還是空虛的
於是每當在夜深人靜的時候
我便盡量的
想盡辦法的
把那一部分的心靈空虛
也塞得滿滿的
塞滿了
也就可以安心地
睡覺去了

2006 年 - 香港新年遊 5

哇。。。這種炸大腸真的是好吃得不得了~﹗

加一點點沙查醬﹐一點點Mustard醬﹐這就是美味的香港道地美食~﹗﹗﹗

我經過一檔﹐便吃一串﹐結果總共去了三檔﹐吃了三串~﹗哈~﹗

2006 年 - 香港新年遊 4

哪。。。那長長的就是我喜愛的炸大腸了﹐還有鹵八爪魚﹐牛雜﹐燒賣等等~﹗

真的是非常非常好吃﹗﹗﹗Yummy~

2006 年 - 香港新年遊 3

新年時有幸陪 Nancy 和她父親到香港街市買菜﹐當然啦﹐這裡的街市比馬來西亞的干淨得多了。

這些橙色吊燈有整百年的歷史了﹐是香港 Pasar 的標誌之一。

在香港﹐他們稱 Pasar 作”街市”。

這街市的樓上是一間公共圖書館﹐真的好方便噢~﹗﹗﹗

2006 年 - 香港新年遊 2

那天天氣比較冷﹐十三度左右吧。。。

在去”飲茶”的路上﹐看到一個阿嬸正用心的在打理這一盆盆的新年桔子。。。

怎麼樣﹐這些桔子很漂亮吧﹖

2006 年 - 香港新年遊 1

在逛旺角時﹐不小心看到了這一幕。。。

哇。。。當時的我頓時愣了一愣﹐心裡在想。。。”塞不塞”啊~﹗﹗﹗ 小小的一間空鋪﹐便貼滿了整百個出租和出售的廣告~﹗

香港真的是片土是金﹐永不浪費可以打廣告的幾會。

探險需要一點勇氣

昨天無聊時在網上閑逛，
結果找到了一些美麗的插圖，
很想和大家分享。

每一次看到這些美麗的插圖，
總是情不自禁的想佔有它，
（原諒我的侵犯版權，因爲很多我都不知道作者是誰）
我想這也是人類的天性吧，
由誰不想擁有美麗的東西？
由誰不想擁有自己渴望的東西？
對吧~！

每一次都非常羡慕那些人，
那些可以畫得一幅幅美麗的畫，
那些可以寫得一手好的文筆，
那些音樂細胞滿滿的人，
鋼琴，吉他，小提琴等等無所不會，

Hmm......

我，是非常非常平凡的一個人。

Dream : A Very Disgusting Dream

Someone: mengel
Someone: what u dreamt this morning?
Mengel: err
Mengel: disgusting thing
Someone:
Someone: u r dreaming on sex ah?
Mengel: watching Britney Spear giving a blow job to a thin white guy
Mengel: she is in a bath tub
Mengel: naked
Mengel: the guy standing
Mengel: naked
Mengel: with his little brother there
Mengel: geng le
Mengel: more to come....
Mengel:
Someone:
Someone: then
Mengel: i didnt involve in anything one
Mengel: just beside there and watch
Mengel: i also dunno why i was there
Mengel: then hor
Mengel: when the blow job is over...
Mengel: that thin white guy's sperms ejected out...
Mengel: then something unbelievable happened
Someone:
Mengel: u dunno one la, u never see guys ejected
Mengel: normally just will eject a little only mar, maybe 30ml
Mengel: but hor...
Mengel: that guy hor....
Mengel: alamak
Mengel: it's like a water hose
Someone:
Mengel: bla bla bla bla bla all over her body
Mengel: alamak
Mengel: almost cover her whole body
Mengel: white white sticky thing
Mengel:
Someone: yiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Mengel: i was like
Someone:
Mengel: some more...
Mengel: #$%#@%#@$
Mengel: that guy suddenly use his hand
Mengel: get some of his sperms from her body
Mengel: and...
Mengel: $#%!#$!#
Mengel: mob it into my face~!!!!!
Someone:
Mengel: $%!@#$%$@
Someone:
Someone:
Mengel: then he was like very song and run away quickily
Mengel: !#$%@#^%#$!@^!%^!#%^!#
Mengel: I was damn mad
Someone:
Someone: gerli eh
Mengel: oh yeah
Mengel: very very gerli
Mengel: I dunno how to type it into my blog
Someone:
Mengel: omg
Someone: put tis icon can d
Someone:
Mengel: really kns
Mengel: then i chase out
Someone: if britney spears come n kiss u then diff la
Mengel: it's a very big shopping center wor
Mengel: ya lar
Mengel: !#$%$#%$@#$#@
Mengel: and dunno where he goes
Someone: at shopping center?
Mengel: then another guy show up, guiding me where he goes
Mengel: when walk outside lar
Mengel: it become a shopping center
Mengel: b4 that is inside a bathroom mar i told u
Mengel: she was inside a bathtub
Mengel: not paying attention la u
Someone: got
Someone: got la
Mengel: the shopping center got many floor one
Mengel: many escalators connecting
Someone: i was curious how come turn to shopping center
Mengel: then me and the guy helped me hor
Mengel: jump on the escalator's handrail and slicing down
Mengel: coz it's faster
Someone: wowwwwww
Mengel: jump here jump there
Mengel: very fast
Mengel: then when reach the lowest floor hor
Mengel: it's a very very very big McD
Someone:
Mengel: very classy one
Mengel: with leather sofa, red yellow, blue, marron color etc
Mengel: yellow light
Mengel: but then
Mengel: we know the @#$@!#$@ guy is there at the back
Mengel: but too many people sitting, and there's no way to walk pass
Mengel: then i dunno how, still very mad
Someone: awww
Mengel: then the helpful guy hor
Mengel: hold my right hand
Someone: of coz mad la
Someone:
Mengel: then jump on table to table
Someone: waaa
Mengel: in very slow motion, like flying one
Mengel: then finally reach that #$%#$%@ guy
Mengel: i was at his back
Someone: hahaha
Mengel: that !$%@#% guy was chatting with 3 gals
Mengel: flirting
Mengel: then I very very mad
Someone: @%$$%^$%*&
Mengel: i push his head down to his plate
Mengel: dunno what he is eating la
Mengel: then I punch his head 3 times
Mengel: REAL hard
Mengel: punch his back of head
Mengel:
Someone:
Mengel: then only satisfy
Someone:
Someone: chup chup chup
Mengel: then i "Fly" away again
Mengel: ya?
Someone: that time still got sperm with u?
Mengel: no lar, I told u I washed away lar
Someone: aiks
Mengel: see, u aint paying attention
Someone: i dun see that
Someone: got
Someone: then where is that helpful guy?
Someone: fly away with u?
Mengel: think so
Mengel: Ooooh sorry yun wong u, i was gonna tell u I wash those sperm away but too fast i didnt typed out
Somone: -___-"""
Mengel: lemme paste these conversation and post into my blog
Someone:
Someone:
Someone: weiii
Someone: then tat guy diam diam let u hit him ah?
Mengel: he got no choice, I attack him in a sudden
Someone:
Someone: dai sei~
Mengel: REAL HARD one
Mengel: 3 punch on the back of his head~!!!
Someone: muakakakaka
Mengel: only can release my anger
Someone:

有些事情需要等待

每個人無時無刻的都在等待。

出門時等待着車子 warm up，
塞車時等待着到達目的地，
等待着電腦的啓動，
等待着文件的打印，
等待着上司的批准。

等待着 Lunch Time 的到來，
等待着放工，
等待着Weekend，
也等待着假期的到來。

也許妳總是等着他，
他也等着另外一個她。
每個人都期待着擁有生命中的另一半，
但，當妳的他還沒有出現時，
你也只能默默等待。

腦海裏閃趯着一首歌，
“等，寂寞到夜深。。。”
這是我最喜歡的時段。
但，我卻不知道我在等待些什麽，
也許，我在等待着時間的流逝，
等待着生命終結那一天的到來。


P/S: 我想，我是在等待周小姐的呼喚吧！呵呵呵呵呵~~~！

Dreams Summary~

LoLz... Didn't know that it's been months since my last update =P
It's not because there are nothing to "remember".
It's just the lazy worm inside my body strike again. =P

I've made a lot of dreams actually, but again, I am too lazy to type it out.
I'll just note it down for those dreams that I'm still remembered.

I dreamt on:

Punching many gangsters and I am still winning, I am so powerful that 3 punches will make the enemy down. ^^

I watch a singing competition and the singer on the stage starts stripping.... =)~

I ride on a bicycle and it starts flying on the sky....how wonderful.

I go to ATM machine withdraw money and the machine gives me a RM200 bill. Plastic one, and Transperent.... cool.

I'm on a queue....a long long queue....the whole dream is about queuing.....very tired.

That's all I can remember....ah...not many :P

Well, enjoy your weekend~!!!