如果可以回到從前。。。

如果可以回到從前，你最希望做些什麼？
説來聼聼~


呵呵呵呵。。。。
我想去夾Band！！！
Wild Wild 的。不羈的。
瘋狂的去溝女。Wahahahaaaa...

齐天大圣 2006-09-16

Will Delete it when I post my next post.

亚当和夏娃

亚当和夏娃第一个晚上相处。
亚当向夏娃说:「站远一点,我不知道这根东西伸出来有多長!」


亚当和夏娃做完后,一个很大的微笑出现在亚当的脸上。
望着天,亚当说:「上帝,我还有很多根肋骨,你要不要用?」


一天亞當問上帝說：「為什麼你把她造得這麼美麗動人？」
上帝說：「那是為了要讓你注意到她！」
亞當又問：「那你有為什麼把她造得如此溫柔？」
上帝說：「那是為了要讓你愛她。」
亞當想了一下又問：「那你為什麼要把她造的這麼笨？」
上帝回答：「那是為了要讓她愛你！」


夏娃问亚当：「你爱我吗？」
亚当说：「我还有其他选择吗？」

淩晨一點半

淩晨一點半
和往常一樣
無可事事
等待着睡神的呼喚
聊天室沒人可聊
看着#Trivia 的問題
懶得答沒有Bonus 的問題
重復播着Nelly 的Te Busque
腦海裏不斷地浮現一個動人的身影
白色單薄的長褲
嗯。。。
那一刻，真的真的真的有點的衝動
想佔有妳
嗯。。。
來我的夢裏吧！
好想擁有妳

Be Punctual~!!!

Again, I waited the same person for additional 1:30 hours, that’s 90 minutes, or 5400 seconds. Because of this 90 minutes, it screwed up my entire planning for the work done for today. That really pissed me off.

So my dearest friends out there,

I urge you to be punctual. The time you wasted isn’t your time, it’s my time. Don’t make a broken appointment if you can’t make the time. If this kind of simple planning you also can’t organize well, you won’t be a success person in your life. There’s hidden “responsibilities” when you make a promise. Those who can’t bear the responsibilities is a loser.

If you were late for a meeting for 1 hour, and there’s 20 people waiting for you, you are wasting the total of 20 hrs that belong to others, not yours. If you were the host of a function, I urge you to be punctual as stated in your invitation card. If you are late for 1hour again and there’s 1000 guests waiting for you, again, you are wasting 1000 total hours belongs to others. That’s almost 42 days that you wasted. Not to mention that countless precious times is wasted on 3^rd, 4^th, 5^th, parties that are not attending your functions but is caused by your selfishness wasting the guest time.

If you think you are special and you are the so called VVVVVVIP and deserved to let people wait for you, I say you are really a

selfish son-of-bitch-dump-ass-motherfucker.

So, Be Punctual, my friends.

Honey 病了

Honey 突然病了。。。
肚痛，
發燒，
心疼。

Horror Movie Festival

Since the beginning of the Lunar July, I started my own little “Horror Movie Festival”. I’ve been watching horror movie almost every night when I am laying on bed waiting to go to my dreamland. So, some movie which is very boring would take me nights to finished it ^^”

These are some movie that I had watched so far:

An American Haunting
Beginning part the feel is great, but the Ending sux~!

鬼域 (Re-Cycle)
I like this movie ^^

The Dark
“One of the living for one of the Dead”. Nothing special but I really love that house and the location.

Voice (Korean Movie)
“Ghost only remember what they want to remember, don’t fully trust them”. Ok only.

宅變 (The Heirloom)
Errr hmmm…… Nothing special.

The Omen
Ha….Suckie movie.

犀照 (49 Days)
It’s not a scary movie at all but it’s kinda nice.

The Cave
Hmm….. nothing special.

The Decent
….. Exactly like The Cave. Nothing special

The Off Season
@#$@ Low budget movie. Stupid.

Curse
It's just another Werewolf movie...

Will continue updating the movie list. Stay Tune~

When I am not replying...

I love online chatting,
As people won't know what I'm doing in real while chatting with them.

Sometimes I like being quite, sometimes I am talkative.
When I am quiet, and not replying any of their message,
It doesn't mean I am in a bad mood, or feel they are annoying.
But many people will just set their own Answer into their head,
Make a conclusion, a judgement that I'm moody or not happy,
or I'm no longer care about them.

Ha....

They must understand that,
I'm not sitting in front of my computer EVERY SECONDS~!
They don't know whether ...

I am eating
Picking nose
Watching TV
Reading Comic
Playing Game
Pangsai`ing
Showering
Chatting with Honey
Making Love
Sleeping
etc etc etc.

And not to mention that,
Many times, it's not ME using the PC.
My honey use this PC too.
And people always assuming that everyone they chat with is same as them.
Those who are living alone, won't understand those who isn't.
People just loves to put in the answer they want, really.

And due to I'm not replying their message,
Some get sad, dissapointed, become moody, angry etc etc etc.
Walao~
Sometimes I really wanna smack them gao gao~!!!
and Yell out loud and say:

Wake up~!
Your mood isn't controled by me OK~!!!
I am not that powerful
and don't let me feel it was my RESPONSIBILITY to reply any message
Don't make it look like it was my fault

I do what as I like,
Why should I tie myself down?
Was it my responsibility?
Is that a must?

Haihz....

I can't control your thinking.
You are an adult,
If you want to make yourself think like that and become moody,
I can't help you,
And I hate to explain anymore.
Oh and yeah... besides above mentioned reasons that
I am not replying you,
is.... because I don't feel like replying you.
No mood. Ya, :P
I follow my mood, and enjoying it.
And I won't simply allow people change my mood.
My mood is mine, not yours.
So, what you gonna do to me? Kill me?

I just want to relax my soul in this virtual world.
and I want my Angel back.

淩晨 4:50 分

衆人皆睡為我獨醒。。。

軟硬天師 - [Long Time No See] Album

Been listening to this album whole day, I'm amazed by the rich of music gene in this album. Surprisingly, the songs composal are really nice, you will feel that they are really playing the music. Although the singer's voice make the song very funny, but that's their style. Ya... Really a very nice album. I'll call this as alternative music :) Remember, listen to their music, you must enjoy their lyrics.

"Overture" - make you feel like you are inside a circus. The feeling is so wonderful.

"妳的生活" - Soft mix Rock, and the lyric describe many Man's perspective.

"係咩唔係喎" - Heavy Metal~!!! Although I am not really into Heavy Rock (No more energy...Getting old :P) But the chorus part is really really really nice. It will burn your daily pressure away~!!!

望咩呀望而家系咪唔妥
讲咩呀讲咩讲起我就扯火
啤咩呀啤家下系咪不和
开你个波再讲我就开拖
唔妥唔妥老友面阻阻
扯火扯火以后分开坐
不和不和和好不如初
反枱反枱你有你我有我

"拍膊頭" - One of the nicest song in the album. "你有压力我有压力" make me smile. You must listen to this song.

"Long Time No See II" - I feel this is better than "Long Time No See I". Again, their lyric really very 低死。

"Encore" - Ya.... Encore Encore~~~ I feel like I'm in their concert d~!

Shin Ramyun Noodle Soup

This is my favorite Korean Instant Noodle ^^

Social Anxiety Disorder

Social Anxiety Disorder (social phobia) is the third largest mental health care problem in the world.

Definition:
Social anxiety is the fear of social situations that involve interaction with other people. Put another way, social anxiety is the fear and anxiety of being judged and evaluated by other people. If a person usually becomes anxious in social situations, but seems fine when they are alone, then "social anxiety" may be the problem.

Perceptions:
People with social anxiety are many times seen by others as being shy, quiet, backward, withdrawn, inhibited, unfriendly, nervous, aloof, and disinterested. People with social anxiety want to be "normal" socially, they want to make friends and they want to be involved and engaged in social interactions. Having social anxiety prevents people from being able to do the things they want, however.

Triggering Symptoms:
People with social anxiety usually experience significant distress in the following situations:

Being introduced to other people
Being teased or criticized
Being the center of attention
Social situations where the person exhibits excessive self-consciousness
Being watched or observed while doing something
Having to say something in a formal, public situation
Meeting people in authority ("important people/authority figures")
Feeling insecure and out of place in social situations ("I don’t know what to say.")
Embarrassing easily (e.g., blushing)
Meeting other peoples’ eyes
Swallowing, writing, talking, making phone calls if in public

This list is not a complete list of symptoms -- other symptoms may be associated with social anxiety as well.

I think I'm having the Social Anxiety Disorder. What do you think?

Dream : Don't Steal My Love Away !!! Damn you !!!

Had a bad dream this morning.

Dunno why I’ve become very violence in my dream.
Maybe it’s the way to release my pressure?
I have pressure meh?

In the dream, again I keep punching and kicking 2 guys,
They are trying to steal my love away.
I can’t do anything except to fight them away.
Although I can beat them up,
But I still can’t prevent them from stealing my love away.
Even with their bones is broken, face cover in blood,
But in a blink of a second,
They are back to normal,
Keep smiling evilly to me.
I feel powerless again,
Wanted to stop them but just unable to.
No matter how many time I fight them away…

Haihz

I'm gonna omit the detail of the dream on this one.

!#@+-%^@!#!! Justin

Dream : Disney “Cat” Land

Hmm… Forget the beginning part of my dream…

I just remember that we want to go to Putrajaya,
Because there’s a new Disney “Cat” Land theme park there.
I think there are about 7 people of us,
Separate into 2 teams.
Batman, Champ, 鑫傑, 阿頭, 斌仔, Monkey and me.

So first we reach the Puduraya bus station,
It’s at night, maybe it’s the Future Puduraya,
Seem like it.
We want to take the LRT to Putrajaya,
That time there’s LRT from Puduraya to Putrajaya ^^
So I went to check the ticket price.
Ah….. RM5.75 one way.
Dunno why we found it’s very expensive.
And decide not to buy the ticket.
We think then how wor….

And suddenly I come up with an idea.
Why don’t we go to find Turtle first?
Then ask Turtle to fetch us there?
Seem like the normal bus ticket to Turtle’s place is cheap,
Just RM0.70 only ^^

So I call Turtle.

I ask Turtle is that ok if we go to his place,
Then ask him join us to go to the Theme Park.
Turtle says Champ just called him before me,
From the conversation,
He said Champ told him that Champ has something interesting to offer him,
And ask Turtle come pick them up at Puduraya here -_-”
Then straight away I tell Turtle not to be cheated by Champ,
And ask him to reject Champ and wait for us there. ^^

Times past, scene changed.

Seem like we reach the Theme Land entrance,
Well, at least at first I think we are there.
Not many people here. Quiet.
This place is kidda cool,
It’s a big plain covered with ICE,
Not snow.
It’s very cold here, way below freezing point.
Because it’s covered with Ice,
Surrounding color becomes all crystal blue.
The floor is very slippery.
So we have to walk very carefully.

In the middle of this crystal ice plain,
Is a Waterfall type of hot spring.
So here is the only place that water is flowing,
The rest of the place becomes ice because of the cold.
So when we want to wash our hands there,
We found out there’s someone making a washing basin
First he uses a mold, just simple rectangular shape,
Then he uses another smaller mold put inside the first mold,
Then he pours in the hot spring water,
In a blink of an eye, the water turned into ice.
So the ice-washing basin is created.
Ho ho ho…
And then he installs it and let us wash our hand.

We continue walking,

And there’s a big building in front of us,
So we walk inside the building,
Ah…It’s a big hall,
It looks like an immigration gate,
Lot of counters chopping other’s passport.
Eh? Need passport de meh?
Luckily I bring my passport around ^^
There are many children running around with a few adult.
And we can see from here
That the Disney “Cat” Land is just behind the Immigration counters.
So we are all very excited that finally we are here ^^

And …
My alarm woke me up :P

Dream : Feeling Lost

Feel so great… I am back to University again.

Its winter time, temperature is cold out there.
I think it’s just around 4pm something,
But the sky already getting dark.
It’s snowing… peacefully.
Don’t know why,
Whenever it’s snowing, surrounding is very quiet and peaceful.

Ya… I love this the most.

I think I am on the way to the library, with Nancy.
She is next to me ^^
We keep walking in between buildings,
A small walk path in the middle,
Surroundings are grasses covered with thin layer of snow…
Wind is blowing softly, but become a bit chilly.

We don’t talk much on the way to the library,
But our feels are good, I believe.

Finally, reach the Library.
She walks in; I want to go in too…
But I was rejected.
I was told by her that I don’t have a Student ID -_-“
Then she just cruelly smiles and waves at me,
And disappeared in front of my eyes.

Suddenly, I feel lost.

Gun Inspection

Last Friday bring my Boss to renew his rifle licence.
I remembered while I was 13, I used this to shoot down a rotten Durian that is hanging on the tree. ^^

Oscar II

My house arrive a puppie 2 weeks ago.
My Nephew told me that he wants to name him Oscar.
I asked why? He said he missed Oscar wor....
So, here is our Oscar II

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Another Milestone Reached~! My Poor Kembara

品冠

Saw him doing his interview few months ago while I was waiting for my Boss.

Not one, it's two idiots~!!!

Snap this while waiting to fuel my car.
Not one, it's two idiots~!!!
They are very very busy answering some very important phone call.
Negleting the law.
Asshole~!