Monday, July 24, 2006

Social Anxiety Disorder

Social Anxiety Disorder (social phobia) is the third largest mental health care problem in the world.

Definition:

Social anxiety is the fear of social situations that involve interaction with other people. Put another way, social anxiety is the fear and anxiety of being judged and evaluated by other people. If a person usually becomes anxious in social situations, but seems fine when they are alone, then "social anxiety" may be the problem.

Perceptions:
People with social anxiety are many times seen by others as being shy, quiet, backward, withdrawn, inhibited, unfriendly, nervous, aloof, and disinterested. People with social anxiety want to be "normal" socially, they want to make friends and they want to be involved and engaged in social interactions. Having social anxiety prevents people from being able to do the things they want, however.

Triggering Symptoms:
People with social anxiety usually experience significant distress in the following situations:

Being introduced to other people
Being teased or criticized
Being the center of attention
Social situations where the person exhibits excessive self-consciousness
Being watched or observed while doing something
Having to say something in a formal, public situation
Meeting people in authority ("important people/authority figures")
Feeling insecure and out of place in social situations ("I don’t know what to say.")
Embarrassing easily (e.g., blushing)
Meeting other peoples’ eyes
Swallowing, writing, talking, making phone calls if in public

This list is not a complete list of symptoms -- other symptoms may be associated with social anxiety as well.

I think I'm having the Social Anxiety Disorder. What do you think?

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Dream : Don't Steal My Love Away !!! Damn you !!!

Had a bad dream this morning.

Dunno why I’ve become very violence in my dream.
Maybe it’s the way to release my pressure?
I have pressure meh?

In the dream, again I keep punching and kicking 2 guys,
They are trying to steal my love away.
I can’t do anything except to fight them away.
Although I can beat them up,
But I still can’t prevent them from stealing my love away.
Even with their bones is broken, face cover in blood,
But in a blink of a second,
They are back to normal,
Keep smiling evilly to me.
I feel powerless again,
Wanted to stop them but just unable to.
No matter how many time I fight them away…

Haihz

I'm gonna omit the detail of the dream on this one.

!#@+-%^@!#!! Justin

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Dream : Disney “Cat” Land

Hmm… Forget the beginning part of my dream…

I just remember that we want to go to Putrajaya,
Because there’s a new Disney “Cat” Land theme park there.
I think there are about 7 people of us,
Separate into 2 teams.
Batman, Champ, 鑫傑, 阿頭, 斌仔, Monkey and me.

So first we reach the Puduraya bus station,
It’s at night, maybe it’s the Future Puduraya,
Seem like it.
We want to take the LRT to Putrajaya,
That time there’s LRT from Puduraya to Putrajaya ^^
So I went to check the ticket price.
Ah….. RM5.75 one way.
Dunno why we found it’s very expensive.
And decide not to buy the ticket.
We think then how wor….

And suddenly I come up with an idea.
Why don’t we go to find Turtle first?
Then ask Turtle to fetch us there?
Seem like the normal bus ticket to Turtle’s place is cheap,
Just RM0.70 only ^^

So I call Turtle.

I ask Turtle is that ok if we go to his place,
Then ask him join us to go to the Theme Park.
Turtle says Champ just called him before me,
From the conversation,
He said Champ told him that Champ has something interesting to offer him,
And ask Turtle come pick them up at Puduraya here -_-”
Then straight away I tell Turtle not to be cheated by Champ,
And ask him to reject Champ and wait for us there. ^^

Times past, scene changed.

Seem like we reach the Theme Land entrance,
Well, at least at first I think we are there.
Not many people here. Quiet.
This place is kidda cool,
It’s a big plain covered with ICE,
Not snow.
It’s very cold here, way below freezing point.
Because it’s covered with Ice,
Surrounding color becomes all crystal blue.
The floor is very slippery.
So we have to walk very carefully.

In the middle of this crystal ice plain,
Is a Waterfall type of hot spring.
So here is the only place that water is flowing,
The rest of the place becomes ice because of the cold.
So when we want to wash our hands there,
We found out there’s someone making a washing basin
First he uses a mold, just simple rectangular shape,
Then he uses another smaller mold put inside the first mold,
Then he pours in the hot spring water,
In a blink of an eye, the water turned into ice.
So the ice-washing basin is created.
Ho ho ho…
And then he installs it and let us wash our hand.

We continue walking,

And there’s a big building in front of us,
So we walk inside the building,
Ah…It’s a big hall,
It looks like an immigration gate,

Lot
of counters chopping other’s passport.
Eh? Need passport de meh?
Luckily I bring my passport around ^^
There are many children running around with a few adult.
And we can see from here
That the Disney “Cat” Land is just behind the Immigration counters.
So we are all very excited that finally we are here ^^

And …
My alarm woke me up :P

Friday, July 14, 2006

Dream : Feeling Lost

Feel so great… I am back to University again.

Its winter time, temperature is cold out there.
I think it’s just around 4pm something,
But the sky already getting dark.
It’s snowing… peacefully.
Don’t know why,
Whenever it’s snowing, surrounding is very quiet and peaceful.

Ya… I love this the most.

I think I am on the way to the library, with Nancy.
She is next to me ^^
We keep walking in between buildings,
A small walk path in the middle,
Surroundings are grasses covered with thin layer of snow…
Wind is blowing softly, but become a bit chilly.

We don’t talk much on the way to the library,
But our feels are good, I believe.

Finally, reach the Library.
She walks in; I want to go in too…
But I was rejected.
I was told by her that I don’t have a Student ID -_-“
Then she just cruelly smiles and waves at me,
And disappeared in front of my eyes.

Suddenly, I feel lost.

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Gun Inspection


Last Friday bring my Boss to renew his rifle licence.
I remembered while I was 13, I used this to shoot down a rotten Durian that is hanging on the tree. ^^

Oscar II


My house arrive a puppie 2 weeks ago.
My Nephew told me that he wants to name him Oscar.
I asked why? He said he missed Oscar wor....
So, here is our Oscar II

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Another Milestone Reached~! My Poor Kembara

品冠




Saw him doing his interview few months ago while I was waiting for my Boss.

Not one, it's two idiots~!!!


Snap this while waiting to fuel my car.
Not one, it's two idiots~!!!
They are very very busy answering some very important phone call.
Negleting the law.
Asshole~!

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

嗯。。。

突然間

累了。

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

黃色笑話

一天晚上, 當一對夫妻躺下就寢時,
丈夫溫柔地輕拍太太的肩膀,並開始在她的手臂上摩擦.
太太轉過身來說:
「我很抱歉,親愛的,但我明天跟婦科醫生有約,我想保持清爽.」
丈夫被拒絕後,轉過身去嘗試睡覺.
幾分鐘後,他又轉過身來輕拍他太太,
這次在她耳邊輕語:
「你明天也要看牙醫嗎?」




一對夫妻結婚已經五十年了,一天早上當他們坐在早餐桌前。
老先生對老太太說:「想想看,我們已經結婚五十年了」
「是啊」老太太回應:「想想看,五十年前我們也是一樣坐在這早餐桌前」
「我知道啊」老先生說「我們五十年前可能還像堅鳥一樣光著身子坐在這」
老太太咯咯笑著說:「那你認為.....我們該脫光衣服羅?」
當兩人脫得一絲不掛坐回餐桌前「你知道嗎,親愛的」
老太太喘息的說道「我的乳頭跟五十年前一樣為你而發燙」
「我不會覺得驚訝」老先生回應說「因為有一個正浸在你的咖啡里」





Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Supernatural

Yoohoo~
Finally, finished download the 7.49G "Supernatural" series ^^

AXN gonna show the 4th Episode this Thursday but I already finished watching the 5th episode just now ^^

Ya ya~ Go watch it, very interesting series ^^

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

The Human Brain

Ah Blue shows me this ^^

Olny srmat poelpe can raed. cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe . Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on !!

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Thursday, April 20, 2006

心靈空虛



今天下午

心靈突然覺得很空虛
吃午飯看着報紙時
隨手寫了很多次
在腦海裏也重復了很多次
自己不知道為什麼
只是突然間
突然間心靈覺得很空虛
真得很空虛

發了一則短訊
想和她分享我現在的心情
但,得到的回應是
“你別作我笑了!”

嗯。。。
可能我在她們心目中
永遠都不會出現這種心情吧
我也知道這只是霎那的現象
它只不過久久偷跑出來
調劑一下心情吧了
但是,我那時的心靈真得很空虛哦

Friday, April 14, 2006

生日快樂~!



今天晚上11點30分

我切了我的生日蛋糕
拒絕在蛋糕上插多餘的蠟燭
一支就夠了
呵呵呵呵呵。。。

很老土的許了三個願望

第一個願望
但願我的家人
身體健康
平平安安

第二個願望
但願我的朋友們
快快樂樂

第三個願望
嗯。。。

Thursday, April 13, 2006

另一種寂寞



感覺到
生活的圈子越來越小
每天遇見的人
所說的話
只是建于顧客程面上的客套話
好冰冷
很難再找到一個知心的
那種可以稱兄道弟的
那種可以一起來喝喝酒
打麻將,釣釣魚的朋友
只是覺得有點失落
也感到心裏有一點點的空虛
可能是生活太過的單調了吧

有了她
心靈的空間也已經塞得差不多滿滿的了
只是還有一小部分
還是空虛的
於是每當在夜深人靜的時候
我便盡量的
想盡辦法的
把那一部分的心靈空虛
也塞得滿滿的
塞滿了
也就可以安心地
睡覺去了

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

2006 年 - 香港新年遊 5



哇。。。這種炸大腸真的是好吃得不得了~﹗

加一點點沙查醬﹐一點點Mustard醬﹐這就是美味的香港道地美食~﹗﹗﹗

我經過一檔﹐便吃一串﹐結果總共去了三檔﹐吃了三串~﹗哈~﹗

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

2006 年 - 香港新年遊 4



哪。。。那長長的就是我喜愛的炸大腸了﹐還有鹵八爪魚﹐牛雜﹐燒賣等等~﹗

真的是非常非常好吃﹗﹗﹗Yummy~