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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Dream : She's Getting Married

Although she has been married for years and having a son now but don't know why the dream's time is when she is just about to get married. She is my first girlfriend, codenamed Little Cloud :P

We were at her fiancee's house, having dinner, just day before their wedding. Many friends were there, having fun, playing cards, watching weddign album etc. Weird thing was those friends I mentioned include my University's friends and I brought my N too :)

Seem like nobody else having dinner except Little Cloud and her Hubby, My N and I. The table was square in shape, very very small, it's about 1.5m x 1.5m and on top of tables are those expensive plates, glasses, silverware and, 4 dishes. During the dinner, My N wanted to go to washroom, so left 3 of us. I couldn't eat well, and I was afraid of those plates and glasses would fall to the floor, so I keep moving those to the inner side. I even move her glass of wine too. That's why when both of them finished their meal, mine still left a lot...and he asked, huh? why eat so slow? anything?

Actually that time my feeling was like a mixing jug, I truly felt happy for her but deep inside my heart I felt sour, not happy. But I tried so hard to get rid of that sour and unhappy feeling that acted cool. Why I would feel unhappy? I know it was because inside the dream, Little Cloud and I were just broke up, well, can't say break up but it was in cold war, so when she suddenly announced that she is getting married, my heart sure feel sour :|.

During my N was still in the washroom (Wondered why she took so long), her hubby keep talking about how important she is to him, he said she worked for him and he couldn't resist to give her all he can. He joked that during a roadshow he in charged, he asked the 20 people who used for the models, to help Little Cloud do her makeup wor... He knew that we were couples so he talked a lot how he met her, how important she is to him, that he couldn't afford to lose her etc... He done all the talking, Little Cloud keep silent, and me too, tried to concerntrate on the food and the plates.

When he went to take another glass of water, Little Cloud said unhappily to me, "Why so sensitive? (In Mandarin)", and I asked, "Huh, feel allergic? Was that the seafood?". She didn't reply me but just stare at her hubby, then I understand what she mean but just keep quiet.

After the dinner, My N came back and we wanted to leave, I tried to find my jacket, inside my jacket got a necklace that Little Cloud gave me when we were couple. But I could find the Jacket where I left behind. I just wanted to leave so I gave up finding it and left....
-END-

Well, I can't truly describe the feeling in sentence... I truly deep in my hurt really happy for her, just feel sour.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Dream : Angelina

Keekeekekee.... I guess the angel really came to my dream lastnight :P It's very clear..
Have I told you that I met a very beautiful and sexy girl during the trip to KunMing? But I just didn't approach her to get to know her (Because my honey was with me too :P).

The dream start in a shop, a quite empty shop with a bit groomy. There were some people gathering there, we seem like we were here to pick up something after the trip, yeah there were all my group member while I was in KunMing. I saw that pretty and sexy girl. Again, she was wearing small size white T-Shirt with black silky pants that made her body shape look like perfect :P, but her hair has changed style, become shorter till the shoulder and highlighted.

Although this time my honey didn't with me, I still didn't take any chance to approach her kekee, guess I didn't wanna be unfaithful to my honey :P. Then, I guess it was lunch time, and people started leaving the shop, I saw an empty long resting chair (Neh...those make of colourful stip of rubbles, the back is adjustable one le~) and I decided just to rest at there and wait for them to finish lunch..... since I didn't like having lunch with strangers with no topic chatting during lunch...

I eyes sent that girl off. She was driving a very very old type Honda Civic, Hatchback, Ocean Blue in color.... The street was very busy with all cars waiting for the traffic light to turn into red.....

But dunno why I was inside this shop's owner's car and went for lunch together... On the way to lunch, I saw that pretty sexy girl, and we passed by her... she was driving alone tho~ after that we stop at a small alley and the shop owner made a call to his friend and say he is waiting there. I didn't know who he was waiting for.... suddenly, that pretty sexy lady show up kekekee, I was very happy to know that she was going to have lunch with us together ho ho ho..

Suddenly I was in a room. I was in her room. It's a big L-Shape room, at least got 10m x 10m, but the ceiling was very very high, I think at least 8m in height. The whole room was very very clean and simple, the wall all covered with yellow-white lacy curtains, from ceiling to floor... Her bed was a simple Twin size bed with white color covering. Strange thing was right behind her bed, there was another small bed, I saw a picture of a 5 years old boy sticking on the wall. I knew it was her brother... This room is so simple and clean that make my heart feel so harmony :)

Before I decided to leave the room, I took a peep out of her window and wanted to know where her house is located. I saw a row of very very old shop, one of them is restaurant dunno selling what but lots of customer... seem like her house is big and high, all I could see was other house's roof and tiles. kekeee

When I was about to leave the room, she came in and smile sweetly to me, "Enjoy your stay~" oooooooooooooooh, I was speechless but only can smile to her :P. Finally, I asked, "..... I still didn't know your name......." She smiles and replied, "Angelina, I'm Angelina", and turn away walked downstair. I was stunt out there and just feel very happy :) -End-

:)




Monday, June 27, 2005

DVD Movies Crazy

Believe it or not.... I just bought 49 DVD movie titles from a friend of mine... Am I crazy? Well, too bad he just doesn't have "The Nightmare Before Christmas" ...

Hahaaa....... Guess you'll see me Idling in IRC now very often because I'll be watching the Movie with my honey lorrrrr :D

Dream : Renovation

I just feel unsecure...
Well, the dream goes like this:

I was at my house alone, but then from the 2nd floor's window, I saw some stangers start using a set of key and try to enter my house from the main entrance...

So I rushed downstair and wanted to stop them and querried them but it was too late, they had entered the house. I asked them what's the purpose of entering my house without permission and where they got that set of key. They said it's from my brother's order but I wasn't believe in them. So I called my brother and he said it was his gf's ideal to let them in for renovation his room, and that set of key is belong to his gf. So I was mad about my brother's gf coz she simply gave the keys to other and she thought this house belong to herself as she didn't even get permission from me to start the renovation. !#@$#@

I tried to stop them to start work but I failed. They treated me like I was an invisible man. They removed the whole ceilling, knock out the whole wall, remove the whole carpet etc, the whole room just a mess and very dusty. Suddenly they said they have done renovation it and they left in a blink of eyes. But the room is completely ruined. I was so mad that until I wake myself up :|

Hrmp~!~!~! @#$@%$@#$

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Dream : Honey Leaving Me...

Not a pleasant dream...

We were on beach retreat vacation (Don't know where is it). We stayed at a resort hotel shape like a rectangle, and in the middle of the building are those tiny SPA pools...

The first day was happy... we went to search for the best beach in this area then enjoyed the view and sunlight....

Then... don't know what had happened, I beat up a guy at night, and this guy was my honey's friend. So she was mad at me, very mad at my action done to her friend... Haih.... Then she said she couldn't stand of me anymore and want to break up with me... I was so sad but I keep silent.

The next morning, I saw her packing, she only packed up her belongings and left mine hanging outsides... Well, seem like she was going to leave me for real... I was so sad... but still got hope to win her back....

Wait till the last moment, I pulled her to a quiet place and asked her if this is for real... she said yes. Then I asked her was this because of yesterday I punched that guy? She didn't answer me. Then I ask again, that if I didn't beat that guy up, was she going to leave me too? Haihz... she answered YES. That mean this break up has nothing to do with yesterday beating.... suddenly I knew I'm losing her ... and I burst into tears... THE END.

p/s: Never know I'll cry like that~! That's truly a heart breaking moment. Hope it won't happen in real world. God bless me. I'm gonna tell this dream to my honey and ask her why she done that :P

Decision Made

I couldn't find satisfaction in what I'm doing now..... What should I do?

When I was still a Civil Engineer, when the highway is completed, I feel satisfied for I've been achieved, whatI've been done to the public....

What should I do now?

I've made a choice last year to quit my profession and helping my father's small business. I'm giving myself 3 years and try to pick up whatever knowledge I'll learn in this business.....

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Liverpool Is The King Of Europe~~~

Hell ya~!
We are the Champion~~~
We are the Champion~~~
All Hail Liverpool~!~!~! Yoooooo hooooooo~!~!

The newly crowned UEFA Champions League Champion~!~!~!

Sooo Soooooooo Happy~! Hahaaa..... I've been waited for 18 years since I become Liverpool fan~!
This the the greatest moment~~~

Beware~! Our Liverpool is back ~!~!~! Muahahhaa..... Next Target: Premier LEague Champion :P

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Communication Break Down...

Below conversation happened just now... :)

(22:40) · winnie · hi
(22:40) · Regis · hey winnie
(22:40) · winnie · hi
(22:40) · Regis · anything?
(22:42) · winnie · hihi
(22:42) · winnie · asl
(22:42) · Regis · duh~
(22:42) · Regis · not telling.
(22:42) · winnie · ???
(22:42) · winnie · y
(22:42) · Regis · just dun feel like telling.
(22:42) · winnie · #_#
(22:48) · winnie · helloooooooooooo
(22:48) · Regis · yeah? :)
(22:48) · Regis · anything else?
(22:49) · winnie · i no u asl
(22:49) · Regis · waaaaa
(22:49) · Regis · really?
(22:49) · winnie · i no
(22:49) · Regis · how u know?
(22:49) · winnie · ahahaha
(22:53) · winnie · helo
(22:53) · Regis · huh?
(22:53) · winnie · ahah
(22:53) · Regis · siao~
(22:53) · Regis · u must be a little girl
(22:54) · winnie · Y U SEE HAI
(22:55) · winnie · i no u asl lah
(22:55) · Regis · i don't understand what you said
(22:56) · winnie · ahahah...
(23:01) · winnie · hrlo
(23:01) · Regis · yes?
(23:01) · winnie · no u asl
(23:01) · Regis · what u mean "no u asl"?
(23:02) · winnie · nono
(23:02) · Regis · I don't understand what u meant larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
(23:02) · Regis · "no" or "know"?
(23:02) · Regis · @#$@$#
(23:03) · winnie · asl is age,m/f,from where
(23:04) · Regis · ok, and?
(23:05) · winnie · y u asl
(23:06) · Regis · y u asl?
(23:06) · winnie · ???
(23:06) · Regis · what is "y u asl" mean?!?!?!?
(23:06) · Regis · did you mean "What is your asl"?
(23:07) · winnie · is what you age,m/f,from
(23:07) · Regis · i KNOW what "asl" mean
(23:07) · Regis · but I dunno what you mean by "y u"
(23:07) · Regis · ok?
(23:07) · winnie · asl is 15,f,b.b.b
(23:08) · Regis · duh~!
(23:08) · Regis · I make me vomit blood
(23:08) · winnie · what u
(23:08) · winnie · asl
(23:08) · Regis · I said I "Not Telling you"
(23:09) · winnie · age , boy of girl ,from
(23:09) · Regis · didn't you understand what I meant and you keeep asking it?!?!?!?!
(23:09) · winnie · what
(23:09) · Regis · I said I'm not telling u
(23:09) · winnie · what you no telling me
(23:09) · winnie · u is girl
(23:10) · Regis · what you no telling me -----> should be "Why are you not telling me?"
(23:10) · Regis · am I right?
(23:11) · Regis · What Why is different
(23:12) · winnie · 888888
(23:12) · Regis · ?
(23:12) · winnie · 888

Phew~~ God Saved me.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Fatty's Father Passed Away

Yesterday night while I was watching the paper palace burned down, I received a call from Batman saying that our good friend Fatty's Father passed away on Monday.

Deepest condolence to him...

Seem like people are linked together once their are married. Fatty's mother passed away on Feb 05 and now followed by his father... Same case as my grandmom and grandpapa..

What can I say? Haih... Human life is so fragile. That day I spoke with my father and only knew that he was worry about his death now... He joke about that sometime it's good if you have a heart attack, it need not to seek for doctorial medication as if it stike, you will only suffer a short period before u died. He said he is worried about the health when he get older and the internal organs are not fuctioning at all and is suffering every minutes... That really scared him.

That's why I always say I'll only live up to 60 years old while I'm still healthy...

If my father or my day come, I wish I can have a choice to end my life painlessness. (Holland is legalized for that right? Where else? Gotta do some research first... )

公德

Past few days were really busy in preparing and performing the Hokkien Spiritual Ceremony called 公德 (Gong Tek). It represent the filial respect of the son to their ancestors, so by doing this spiritual ceremory would make them live comfortably in the under world.

Yesterday night was the final night, the paper made Palace (RM20,000) was burned down in a blind of eyes.... Ha... a waste?

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Dream : Playing Chinese Chess

There were so many tiny dreams made in these few days... but mostly are short and forgotten right after I woke up...

This dream happened in this morning....
I was playing chinese chess with my brother and my nephew, this is not a particular short dream as "playing chess then The End". Instead, it was a long and slow dream as I can remembered all the steps I made... A simple but long dream, really just like spending hours for these two games. Yeah, I won... but why?

I remembered I last played the chinese chess when I was 15 years old.... Any reason why it suddenly appears in my dream? I didn't even recall seeing any chess playing scence from the TV or Movie or Reality... gotta find out soon... :)

DreamMoods.com says:
Chess
To see or play chess in your dream, indicates that you need to carefully think through the situation before making a decision. The dream may also comment on how you have met your match in love or in business.


Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Result Out Soon

Done the Biophy test yesterday morning, and the result will be known in a few days....
Hopefully everything will be fine....

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Bad News

Just back from Hospitar for my honey's routine check up and found out that there's a Tumor under her right ear...

Still haven't confirm it's a good or bad tumor. Haih..... I'm so worried :(

Next week will need to go to another hospital to check the tumor.........

Haih.....

Thursday, April 14, 2005

All Hail LIVERPOOL~!~!~!

Yes~!!!
Liverpool is through to semi final~!~!~!
Wahahhaahaaa
so happy.... my first bday gift :P
Happy Birthday To Me~!~!~!~!~!~!

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

A Hint From My Honey

Kekeekeekeeeee.....

Yesterday night when my honey was changing the tooth paste we used, she took out 2 new tooth pastes, one is big and the other is small....

She said, "Hon, we use the big one lar, the small one save it for traveling used... "
I said, "Hmmm..... Ok...."
She said, " But the our old traveling tooth paste still left a lot wor...... how ah? why leh?"
I smiles to her and she grins at me kekekeeeee.....

So.... do you understand what's her hint about? Kekekekeeee.....

Friday, March 25, 2005

Dream - The Tsunami

Hmm...... What to say?

Dunno how and dunno why I was in a city, it look like New York City because I recognized the famous Brooklyn Bridge... there are just some skycrappers and some shophouses (Malaysia Type)... yeah that's not really in New York City, it just look weird....

I was running one the street, in between the skycrappers and the shophouses..... I have a peep to my left and I can see the Huge Tsunami wave is hitting toward my direction, it has at least 10 stories high!!! (It really look like the movie "the day after tomorrow") My parents were following me and we were all escaping for our life. We ran and ran until we reach a junction, I took a look into my left again and I see there are few skycrappers... then I shouted "Stop!" and instruct my family to stop here because I think these skycrappers can block the Tsunami..... Phew~ and it did! Thanks God!

After the first wave passed, many people try to run back because they thought it's over... but I knew it was just the first wave, the bigger and more powerful one is coming in no time, so I asked my family not to run back.... After rested for about 10 mins, Oh My God~!~~! Oh My~!

I can see the gigantic Wave about 40 Stories high hitting our wave "slowly"...., I can see it destroyed the Brooklyn Bridge in a second~! I dunno how to descript the scence but I know these skycrappers can't withstand the force of the coming wave because the structured already damage.... then we ran and ran again..... But something worry me was my father he if not running, instead he is walking very relaxing ha~, so I yelled at him and forced him to run with us..... the wave keep closer and closer to us like in a slow motion movie.... then finally I knew we cannot out ran it and there's no more shop houses to protect us because we already ran untill the end of the shophouses... then no choice lar~ we all ran into that last corner shophouse... it was a automobil repail shop ha~!.

Inside the shot I still can't relax because the waves already hit us it push all the engine and car toward our direction~~~ I have no choice but quickly use a big Cart and they to block and push all those big engines hitting in our way..... yeah dunno how and dunno why I am manage to push those away ha~! but more is coming~!~!~! When I turned my sigh back to see my family, what I saw make my blood come out ha~! I saw my family were sitting around the big table, sitting and chatting there relaxing like nothing happened.... @#$!%$#%@

The I yelled at them again said I can't hold it anymore~!~! and ask them to run upstair~!!!! Then all of us ran to upstair and hold on tight gribbing on the column.... the waves keep pounding to the building and whole building is shaking like it gonna collapse very soon!!! haih~!
I thought the time is there and we can do nothing but to pray.... then I saw my Honey was holding to another column shaking her body (about 20 steps away from me). I yelled to her and ask her come to me cause I know here is little safer than there and I was thinking if we are gonna die we must die together, so she slowly walk toward me.... and finally she come to me and I spread my arms around her and wanna protect her.... the whole floor now is flooded until our waist and we feel cold and shivering.....

After some horrifying minutes, the waves getting weaker and the shop didn't shake that much like earlier.... we know we were safe!!! ah............ and.....

I woke up again. Dream ended. Any comment?
U know..... it was so REAL that I still can feel it. But I just don't understand why when I was fighting with the wave and my family seem doesn't care and sitting behind me relaxing? :P haaa... u tell me~