Dream : Old House, Puppet and Shrimp

I had lots of wonderful dreams today in a very short period of time...
That's when I 賴床 from 7am till 8am.

The first dream is bit privacy, that I can't share with you all...
but it truly a wonderful dream.
The second dream is a weird dream,
which I only remember the last part of my dream.
Here comes the dream:

I am traveling, backpacking gua...
to some place that I don’t know much.
Guess I am quite poor that time,
As I can only afford to stay at very cheap hostel.
Well... It's not that cheap, it's actually very big single story Banglo,
but just old... And creepy.

This Banglo located on the top of a small hill...
The sky is kind of dark, wind is blowing...
It's going to rain soon I think...
So I quickly run to that Banglo that I had rent for 1 week I think...
It's really a big, old, wooden Banglo.... scary eh~!

When I reach the door, I doubt for a second,
Thinking why the owner rent out this cheap?
Is that because here is a ghost house?
Or there's some murdering case that killed lots of people before?
I decided not to think but use the key to open the door...
It's an old wooden door painted with light blue-grey color.

I walk very slowly, step by step...
Cause I scared if there's something else in the house...
that I might wakening them.
When I walk inside, it's a big room...
At least can fit in 8 king’s size beds.
It's very gloomy; I can't find the lighting switches...
I can smell that the room is filling with the “old and forgotten” wooden smell...
(Argh...don’t know how to describe...)
The floor is made of wooden timber, look really not stable...
There are 2 windows that located at the end of the room

Since inside here is a bit dark, so I decided to open the windows...
Walk...Walk...Walk.... nothing happened
and I finally open the windows.
The room get bright a bit... not much cause outside is a cloudy day...
When I walk back toward the Bed,
I purposely use my feet to put pressure on the wooden floor,
to test if it's stable...
You know la...This kind of old wooden house probably eaten by termites long ago.

When I passed by a door (Located between my bed and the window)
The door suddenly opened and closed.
Waaaaaaaaaaaaa........... Scared me for real...
I stand there and shocked for 1 minute...
But no choice, I got to stay here as I got no where to go anymore...
I open the door, it's a bathroom. Nothing special inside except.....
There is another door located at the other end of this bathroom~!
That door isn't closed, and wind blows from that door.....
I am relief for sure; it’s only caused by winds, not by ghost hahahaa...
So I walk to that door...

There's a long hallway with low fencing at the end of this door,
I reach there and stop for a moment and am actually stood there kap kap...
Eh? How come there's another house next to this house,
And I didn't notice at all when I am here? Weird.
I saw a black color big old elegant car coming out from the house and drive away...
Well, I thought of that, should be rich guy haha...
Hmm...

I turn around, at the end of this hall way is another door...
This hall way is quite long, at least 20m...
and at the fence hangs some clothes...
Eh? Is there any others people living here?
Or are those clothes left by the previous tennants?
I refuse to think too much as it will only make me scared...
So, I continue walk toward the other door.

When reaching the door, I heard some moaning...
not those sexy type moaning but it's child's voice...
When I reach the door, I quickly take a look of this room.
Waaa....bigger than mine just now but darker...
Lots of equipment there got old machines and staff...
Seem like a storage room.
There's a baby bed at the middle of the room...
And the moaning sound comes from there...

I don’t feel scared at all, don’t know why…
In fact, I am a bit curious, so I walk closer…
I see a small green puppet on the baby bed.
He wears the Robinhood costume,
By it’s a puppet, a live puppet~!
I can’t see any string attached to it~!
Some more he is winking at me……..ah~!
I get shocked there, again.

Suddenly, he jumps out and starts dancing around the room.
At the mean time, this Robin Hood Puppet starts calling a name…
Booooom~!
Suddenly at the far end dark corner, come out another huge green puppet~!
This huge green puppet looks exactly like the “Michelin Tire” Puppet…
Well, I don’t look scared at all in fact I am a bit excited~!
I ask the small Robin Hood puppet introduce that Huge Michelin Puppet to me…
The Robin Hood puppet says that is his master, his creator~!
Then I go shake hand with him, he is about 8ft tall… J

Suddenly the door bell rings…
I go to open the door and I see a young lady at the gate there…
I walk out and talk to her…
Ah… She is actually the owner’s daughter of this house…
She has been away from here for 2 years…
She didn’t know this house has been rented out.
We continue talking on our way back to the house…
But when we pass by a small fountain,
Suddenly I see hundred of big shrimps, about 1ft long each,
Jumping out from the fountain and then disappeared!!!
After 30 seconds, this amazing scene stopped.
I walk closer to the fountain and take a look…~!!!
Waaaaaa… A Giant 6ft Shrimp laying there~!!!
Moving his feet trying to turn over and jump away~~
I feel funny and excited and try to touch it….

Wah La~! I wake up d. :P

Sleepless Night

Hmm.....
Can't sleep. Don't know what to do.
Playing boring game, listening to Jay's songs.
Still don't know what he is singing...
And lazy to know what he is actually singing.
Browsing blogs,
leaving comment to let them know that their post has been read.
Staying invisible mode, seeing peoples sign on and off...
Many in the list I didn't even chat with them anymore..
Maybe I shall delete them...
Nah..... Lazy.

Hmm...
Multitasking again...
Refusing to think of too complicated things...
Refusing to think of future...
Refusing to think of someone...
Refusing to grow up.

I'm wasting my time.

分享 ﹕我們都不快樂

在北京拍下的鈴鐺。將自己的數碼傻瓜相機調盡CLOSE UP 的鏡頭﹐出來的效果好像還不錯﹗WELL ﹐ 才不說自己的作品不好呢﹗我是在極度心情沮喪時拍下的。
在北京旅行是今年最不開心的旅程。除了電臺即將停播﹐那就是“帶著你去旅行”了。你曾說我的愛對你而言是負擔﹐現在回想﹐你怎麼可以這麼自私﹖
你何嘗不也是我的負擔呢﹖因為不管我到什麼地方﹐在做任何事﹐我都很想你﹗
我的心裡有你﹐可卻不能跟人分享愛你的感覺﹐我也有“不能說”的負擔。你怎麼可以這麼自私﹖
是的﹐我們在一起沒有相愛的快樂。

- 嘉慧

無奈...

A lot of things happened in this long holiday...
Good one...
Bad one...
Sweet one...
Happy one...
and Sad one...

是命運﹖是緣份﹖
很無奈。。。恨無奈。。。
萬般不願﹐但還是得把它鎖在記憶裡。。。
好好保管它。。。
只希望它永遠都不會變色。

行到水穷处 坐看云起时

唐朝诗人王维有两句诗「行到水穷处，坐看云起时」，千古传诵。人们常用来自勉或勉励他人，遇到逆境绝境时，把得失放下，也许会有新的局面产生。

「水 穷处」指的是什麽？登山时溯流而上，走到最後溪流不见了。有一个可能是该处为山 泉的发源地，掩於地表之下。另一个可能是下雨之後汇集而成的涧水在此地乾涸了。这个登山者走者走者，走到水不见了，索性坐下来，看见山巅上云朵涌起。原来 水上了天了，变成了云，云又可以变成雨，到时山涧又会有水了，何必绝望？

人 生境界也是如此。在生命的过程中，不论是经营爱情、事业、学问等等，你勇往直前， 到後来竟然发现那是一条绝路，没法走下去了，山穷水尽悲哀失落的心境难免出现。此时不妨往旁边或回头看看，也许有别的路通往别处；即使根本没有路可走了， 往天空看吧！虽然身体在绝境中，但是心灵还可以畅游太空，还可以很自在、很愉快地欣赏大自然，体会宽广深远的人生境界，再也不会觉得自己穷途末路。

「行到水穷处，坐看云起时」有两种境界在其中。第一种，处绝境时不要失望，因为那正是希望的开始；山里的水是因雨而有的，有云起来就表示水快来了。另一种境界是，即使现在不下雨也没关系，总有一天会下雨。

- Specially For You~!!!

8 Years Anniversary ~!

Today is my 8 years PakTor anniversary with my N :)
Love You, Hon ~!!!

最真的男人

今天聽到電臺DJ談到女人的身材總是男人的話題﹐
說著說著﹐
她們的語氣好像漸漸的開始暗示男人們都是無可藥救的動物。。。
她們說﹐當男人看見身邊有女人經過時﹐
第一個印象一定是說﹐"嘩! 這個女人的胸好大!"
或者是﹐"嘩! 這個女人的屁股好翹!"

其實﹐不管是胸﹐屁股﹐臉﹐眼﹐皮膚﹐或是腿也好﹐
只要是美的東西﹐是人都喜歡看~!
男人也是動物﹐兩性相吸是最自然的事情﹐
是千千萬萬年來自然界中不變的定律﹐
所以妳們不要把我們看成是外星人一樣﹐
妳們說我們好色﹐
我們只是把我們男人最真最自然的一面﹐
顯示給妳們看而以。。。

所以呢﹐
假如妳們的男人都和我一樣﹐
喜歡看漂亮美媚﹐
那麼﹐妳們應該慶幸﹐
妳們的男人都是最真的"真"男人。。。
釋放他們吧。。。

"不要在意別人怎麼看你"
這是我一直以來想要達到的境界。。。
可是我想我還只是到達30%而已。。。
還須繼續努力啊!!!

分享 ﹕青春日子里的缺失

青春年少的日子，是应该谈恋爱的。可是，我们却要为了应付考试而每天在灯下苦读。

　　常常收到许多中学生的来信，他们都正在面对公开考试，偏偏在这个时候，爱情也降临了。很想很想谈恋爱，但是，因为谈恋爱而分了心，考不上大学，那怎麽办？

　　遇到这些问题，我也只好说：

　　「还是努力读书，先应付了考试才想其他的事情吧！谈恋爱的机会将来还有很多呢！」

　　其实，我多麽不愿意这样回答！

　　花样年华不去谈恋爱，难道等到一把年纪才去花前月下吗？

　　十几岁的时候，是应该尽情去恋爱的。然後，到了三、四十岁，当你不再像年轻时那麽相信爱情，当你能够一个人过日子，也懂得享受孤独的时候，才是读书最好的时光。

　　这段日子，你的智慧和你的体力，最适宜在灯下读书。

　　十几岁的时候，血气方刚，对一切也充满了好奇，我们却要寒窗苦读。我们所走的人生，是不是有些倒转了？

　　可是，谁叫我们活在这个社会呢？这是一个需要功名才可以谋生的社会。读书不会致富，但是，多读点书，将来才有更多的机会。我们只好等到老一点才去拚命的恋爱，补偿我们在青春日子里的缺失。

- 张小娴

Dream : The Invisible Alien

I don’t know what year is this, it should be far future…
After a long adventure, I meet some new friends.
There is a very huge Lion always following us at the back,
Protecting us.

We walk into a small jungle, there is a wide river (or Lake?).
Before the lake is a small yellow sandy beach.
The sands not very smooth, with some fallen leaves.

I walk closer to the lake, I saw a huge fish swims across…
I look closer, it is a whale.
In my mind, I thought it was the old whale that I know from last adventure…
(Don't ask me what advanture was that as I have no idea... I just feel that there was an advanture!)
So I wave to him, when he swims toward me,
I raise up both of my hands trying to make him jumps~
But he didn’t jumps.
So I am wondering…. Is it him?

Then on the beach, comes another thin and tall fellow, at his 40s.
I know him, he is one of the bounty hunter from a very dangerous planet.
We chat a bit and there come the whale again.
This time he emerge from the water,
From the first glance, I still think it’s a real whale.
But when I look closer to it eyes, I saw a very big eyes.
The eyes keep rolling like a window with some thunder like symbols.
It’s not a real whale, it’s a whale like submarine (or spaceship?)

The spaceship’s door opens. I see nothing inside.
Nobody is coming out.
From my instinct, I know something isn't right,
So, I short some harmless orange fluorescent fluids toward the space ship.
And my friends shot yellow color one.
At first we still didn’t discover anything unusual.
Suddenly about 5ft infront of us,
The orange fluorescent fluid hit something.
The Fluid stay on the air but starts dissappearing...
I tries to fly kick it but it dodge…
I tries to hit it before the fluorescent fluid fade away but I failed.
Then I quickly run back, there’s a building entrance with an auto gate door.

I run inside the room and lock the door tightly. Phew~~~
And I starts thinking again…what’s that? How come I can’t see it?
For one second, I remember I have one very special wind goggles.
This goggles is a gift from an very old man from last adventure…
But he didn’t mention what’s the purpose of it.
I hope this goggles will work, so I wear it on my head,
Covering my eyes.
The goggle looks very old and brownish metallic in color,
Both glasses are black in color, very big glasses the size of my fists.

Then I walk out from the building with my goggles on.
Finally I saw this invisible thing,
It’s an ugly alien like inside the movie “Predator”.
But it’s rather small in size… thin and tall.
I know he is not friendly so I run toward him and beat him up.
Kakakaaaaa... (I'm such a good fighter lolz)
After some violent fight, I win and he is laying on the beach…not moving.

Phew~~~

Then another Whale type spaceship landing on the lake,
This time the same type of invisible aliens walking out from the spaceship.
But this time they make themselves visible.
They told me that that alien that beaten by me is their race,
a dangerous criminal that they are trying to catch for so long...
So they thank me for capturing it.

Kekeeeeeeeee.... there goes my interesting dream :)

Dream : The Shy Angel

I am inside an express bus, I don’t know where it goes…
The bus isn’t those luxury type, the seats are a bit narrow…
At the back of the bus, there is a bed type seat,
Not very big….single size. Place at the middle.

I am sitting on the 2^nd row from the back, right hand side.
I sit inside, the window seat.
The one sit next to me is an Angel…
She is wearing milky white dresses…
Her looks is kind and harmony…
She look shy…

I ask her, “Do you feel comfortable sitting at here?”
I get no answer from the angel. She look shy….hmmm how come.
I tell her, “You look shy, not like you at all.”
She says, “Where got~! I’m ok lar kekeke….”
That mean shy lar….

Then we didn’t say anything else for a moment.

Suddenly I remembered something and I yell, “Oh My Gosh~!”
The angel looks surprise and ask, “What’d happened?”
I say, “I forgot to bring something…”
She says, “Books?”
I am surprise that she knows what’s in my mind.
I guess she is really an angel… ha~!

I enjoys the company of an angel…

After a while, the angel stands up and walk to that bed seat.
She starts laying down there… and starts falling asleep.
Ah…. I think, “I guess there more comfortable gua……”

Better don't disturb her :)

分享 ﹕笑出眼泪的女人

I laugh when I read this one.... wonderful~

一个男人说，他不会令女人太快乐，害怕她们会笑出眼泪来。

他说，女人总是在男人千方百计令她快乐之际，悲从中来，含泪问男人：“你以后还会对我这样好吗？”

甚至说：“不要对我这样好，我怕你以后不会这样对我，我会更伤心！”

男人苦恼，他一心感动他所爱的女人，到头来却令她难过，男人还要安慰她。

他们总是不明白，女人到底是什么样的动物？她们总是在最快乐的时候胡思乱想！

其实在爱情路上，女人比男人居安思危。

男人在拥抱一个女人的时候，也许从未想过会失去。当女人对他好，他不会问：“你是不是永远都对我这么好？”

他们相信眼前的快乐，没有想过日后。

但女人不同，女人相信眼前的快乐，因此想到日后，害怕一切会变坏。

因此，对男人，我们只需要说：“我爱你！”

但对女人，男人或许要说：“我爱你！永远。”

女人听后，感动流泪，然后死性不改，问男人：“我们真的有永远吗？”

- 张小娴

分享 ﹕怎样忘记他

失恋后，我们总爱问：
“我怎样可以忘记他？我很想忘记他，但我就是没法忘记他。”
如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。
为什么要那么痛苦地去忘记一个人？时间自然会让你忘记他。

现在，我请你干万别想着一头粉红色的大笨象。
请问，你想到的是什么？
你立刻就想到一头粉红色的大笨象了。
你愈努力想去忘记，你愈是无法忘记。

仍然爱着他，忘不了他，是理所当然的事，不必觉得惭愧。

有些人明明忘不了，却自欺欺人说：
“我已经忘了他。”
然而，只要别人一提起他，她就无法控制自己。

有一天，你会忘记他的。
真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

有一天，你从浴室洗了一个澡出来，
扭开唱机听听自己喜欢的音乐，
你忽尔想起，你曾经爱过一个人，
啊，原来你爱过这个人，那仿佛是很遥远的事，
你已经一点感觉也没有了。这就是忘记。

有一天，别人提起某某，
你才猛然想起，你曾经爱过这个人，现在已经不记得了。
这就是忘记。
如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人，
我们失去的岁月又有什么意义？

- 张小娴

Dream : A Short "One Piece" Adventure

I've never dreamt of adventuring with comic's characters… ^^

Winter night, snowing heavily.
I am in a small western cowboy town… not many people.
I come out from a Japanese Restaurant…
I stare at the snowing sky,
enjoying the cold touch of snow flakes on my face…
They melt instantly.
I am thinking…
Do I need to wear more clothes to keep myself warm?
Nah…
Wearing this Black Nike Wind Jacket will be enough.
I don’t like keeping myself warm.
I like my skins feel the touch of cold, especially my face.
I really like snowing day.
When it’s snowing, the temperature won’t too cold.
It’s time to go back to the ship.
Maybe they are already asleep…

Morning.
They are all ready to start to sail.
Ruffy, as usual, looks excited and sit at the front end of the ship, making noise.
Zorro, resting… Eyes close.
Hmmm... Where’s others?
I look at the back of the ship,
I saw a small boat with a rope connects to this ship.
Naomi and Sanji are in that small boat, waving at me.
I wonder what are they up to…

The ship starts sailing… Hmm… Sliding on top of the frozen river.
Yeah, the river is frozen.
The River is about 30m wide, frozen and covered with snow.
Both sides of the riverbank are leafless Pine Trees, reflex with sparking glare.
The ship sailing slowly, The cold winds are cutting my face…

Ruffy yells, “Why it’s so slow? Make it faster~! Faster~! Yaaaaaaa!”
I say. “Oooooi, calm down, it’ll be faster when it’s gaining some momentum~! Be Patient!”
Zorro still resting… or sleeping?
Naomi and Sanji still keep waving their hands.
And I?
Standing on the ship, staring far away, enjoying the cold winds, and smiling happily

Dream : Vacation Part I - The Arabian Casino

I am in vacation, alone.
Somewhere near the middle east, an Arabian city.
Beautiful city, camels, desert, oasis.......and a Casino area like Las Vegas.

I'm inside one of the casino...

There's a big hall in the middle, the ceiling is very high and decorate by crystal lights, Arabian style, very elegant. In the middle of the hall, there is people selling fried campedak and dumpling, and some cold drinks. Those campedak and dumpling is big, and look very delicious.

On the north side of the hall is a big theater, showing ghost movie starring Nicole Kidman.
On the south side of the hall is the gambling room. I walk inside.

I see people playing “monopoly” style gambling… yeah, all the tables. Can’t see any poker, crabs, or Jackpot Machines at all. All are small square tables with monopoly type of gambling. I search around, I see 2 of my never-contact primary school’s friends, they are playing monopoly too :P

They smiles and told me that their bet is the fried campedak and dumpling out there, I am so excited, and quickly go to the hall and buy some. I ask the lady how much… oh… 3 for 1 dollar. Dumpling and campedak are same price. I figure out I’m going to win tonight, so I just buy 3 dollar enough. I buy a can of cold Nestle Ice Tea too.

The dice is weird. At first it is a small dice, make out of dark wood, small, got 6 sides like normal.

I roll out “6”. The friend tell me that I must be lucky tonite. (Yeah I know). Suddenly the dice Boom…and change to a big dice, flat and long. The dice has 3 row of number, each row has 4 dice number. Ah… I see… when I get the “6”, it will change to this bonus dice. My friend count for me, I got at least 40 points. So I ask them move my bet for me and I will be right back.

I walk inside the theater, showing ghost movie… The effect is so good, it is like 3D. and some more they try to make the effect more real that the curtains will move and blow with the movie. I stands there and watch for awhile, then I walk to the ticket counter and chat with 2 beautiful Arabian ladies.

When I am back to that gambling room, my friends told me that I’ve won 96 dumpling and campedak… Haaaa!!! 96! How am I going to finish it?

Scene changed……………

Dream : Vacation Part II - The Beautiful Island

Somewhere near the Northern Europe, a beautiful island.

I just arrive, and greet by wonderful people here, they are having a carnival party all day long. I saw my secondary school’s friends, many of them, dancing, drinking…. So enjoyable. I can’t help to join them immediately. So I throw my backpack in a old pickup truck, the straight away join them. I drink a lot of beer, and eat a whole BBQ lamb leg. Sooooo delicious……. Party and party…… sooooo enjoyable.

Midnight.

I woke up by some huge wind blowing noise… I look around, I was sleeping inside that old pickup truck. I immediately curse my friends that leave me alone here sleeping and they are all back into their beautiful beachfront apartment @#$@#%$%.

The surrounding the quite dark, and the wind is really strong, seem like a storm is building up. From the shine of the moonlight, I see some surfer trying to grip this chance and surf in this windy condition J. I am standing there and watching them, watching the wind blow, the wave slap into the beach. It’s still very winding, the wind howling is real loud. I don’t know how long I’ve been standing there, suddenly the sun starts coming out, real fast………………….

I can’t believe my eyes, I see jaw dropping scene… I see hundred of HUGE military war and cargo ships, arrange in a row, start moving toward the island. These ship is real huge, and dark grey in color. It look like those WWII warships. I don’t know what is their intention… when they reach close to the island, they start turning right, and moving around the island. I am left shock there for quite a moment, then I realize that it will be a best opportunity if I video tape this jaw breaking scene. I search my backpack from the back of the truck….ah….can’t find it at first…did someone steal it? Oh no… so I keep searching…Time is running out….and finally find my old, dirty backpack.

I take out my DV and start filming, those huge ships moving real fast, all away from the island… I keep shooting keep shooting….while I am filming the scene, a huge group of people suddenly came out of nowhere, starts walking pass me, to a mosque. All ignore the ships, like it’s already normal for them. Then one of the not-so-pretty lady, starts posing in front of my DV, she posts out a V-hand too……..alamak…blocked my view…..

分享 ﹕有爱情，就有孤单

没有伴侣的时候，即使是孤单，也可以很快乐。
这个时候，孤单是一种境界。
你可以一个人走遍世界，结识不同的朋友。
你也可以选择下班之后，立刻回到家里，享受自己的世界。

一个人的孤单，并不可怕。
最可怕的，是有了伴侣之后那份孤单。
伴侣糟糕。你却不能离开他，那是最孤单的。

你和他，曾经有过许多快乐的时光，你以为从此不再孤单。
只是，许多年后，你忽然发现，你宁愿孤单一个人。

假如只有你一个人，你用不着再向他交代你的行踪，
你毋须再迫自己和他一起成长或一起不成长，
你不必再听他唠叨，
你不用再迁就他，
你不用再向他说甜言蜜语。

当你为他做了这一切，你竟然感到无比的孤单。
然而，你有太多理由不能离开他。
你不忍心让他孤单，不如你自己孤单好了。

原来，
所有的责任、感情、承诺、道德、传统、忍耐，都是孤单的源头。
孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。

- 张小娴

The Eye !!!

That's my Panda Eye.... A result of 15+ years of insufficient sleep.

Dream : 18th Century Festival

Last night my connection having problems, so I went to sleep very early around 11:30 P.M… Due to that, I couldn’t sleep very well and had many dreams…. Below are some dreams that I made.
(I’m going to use all the present tense….easier to type kakakkakaaa)

It’s 18th century I guess, there are people wearing armors, horses, carts, dirt roads, and big castle… I am inside the castle. It’s a festival time, and my class is one of the performers for this festival. At first, my secondary classmate 育麟 is riding a very big white color war horse, he wears all white like the “White Horse Prince” kekekee (In Real he is barely 5’5”) … He is performing those riding tricks that we can see in Olympics. The crowds are very excited…

Then, it’s my turn, I have a horse too, white color either kekekee, but my horse is very small compare to him, my horse is about my height, and she has a funny looking eyes and she can smiles like human. I am performing comedy with this horse. At first I wanna ride it then this “smart” horse doesn’t allow me, she runs away when I tried to ride her, and she turn her head back and laugh at me, the crowd laugh too. OK lor, then I finally succeed riding on her back, and I point to a direction and tell the horse “Go There!!! Go!!!” The horse doesn’t move at all and turn her head back, kiss me in my lips kekkeeee, the crowds are laughing very loud again. She keep kissing me I keep “pui pui pui’ until she satisfy then she run to the direction I’m pointing. At first I thought I will be over weight for this weak horse but I guess I was wrong, she can run like a wind, faster than the previous war horse kekeke……..and we disappeared from the crowds.

Then suddenly I’m sitting in a very cartoon like’s 摩天輪, like the one we ride at Disneyland… I look at my left, I can see a big dirt field but with a red curtain behind it. Then, my secondary classmate suddenly appear with all types of instruments playing some Orchestral but the size of those instrumentals are at least triple the original. There are my good friends: 烏龜﹐蝙蝠俠﹐人猿﹐肥佬﹐象勁﹐育麟﹐建力 etc… the funny part is one of them carrying the big drum, when wanna put on the floor, it almost toppled due to it huge size, and I see people quickly helped him out. That time I am wondering, why I am not performing there? Is that I’m not good enough? While thinking this question, I take a look to my right hand side and I say many babies and kids dressed like an angel and cupid waving and smiling at me……

Suddenly scene changed. I was told that I wasn’t participate in that Orchestral is because I need to participate in a duel tournament which using real weapon. Huh?! I am shocked but no choice that I have to be in this tournament to represent my class. I take a look at the tournament table, and I was in second duel. Then scene change again… I’m standing in front of the battle field, I am wearing the light armor (Rome Type) and wielding a 1 ft short sword, and I know this sword although is very short, but it’s very shape that can slice through armor like cutting cake. This gives me more confident. The bell rings and the duel starts. I’m so nervous than I can’t move my legs, both of us stand there for quite a long time until he decided to rush toward me, when he is about 1m from me, I quickly bend down, and his sword missed my head, then I quickly point my sword upward and I cut his neck and wounded his throat. The battle wins in one move kekeee…. I won~!

After the first match, I rest for a while only then the announcement say my 2^nd battle is starting now. I take a look at the field, I see a man dressed as Chinese KungFu master performing some breath taking move. His every moves, you can see the wind blowing out from his sleeves, seem like very powerful. From the logo of his clothes, I know he is from 武當… When I am scratching my head how to win this battle, my friends mentioned above suddenly appear and we sit around a wooden long table… They are trying their best try to encourage me…. And I feel confident again since I still have the sharp short sword. Finally I’m standing the middle of the field again facing this KungFu Master…………………………………………………………………………….

Hazy Day !!!

The following photos taken today while I was driving.... Ya... it looks like I took the shot during evening, but in fact, it was during noon time, around 12:30 P.M....... Haihz~


Sun at Noon


Batu 9 Toll


GrandSaga HW - KL Direction


GrandSaga HW - Kajang Direction


Phoenix Plaza in Mist


Tmn Connaught Highway


Tmn Connaught


Tasik Selatan LRT Station


Tmn Sg Besi 1


Damn Lorry!!!

分享 ﹕第一次谈恋爱的男人

Recommended by lovely JaJa, I bought 2 of her books last Friday.... Here is something to share with you.


遇上一个第一次谈恋爱的男人，那是很可怕的事，尤其当你的恋爱经验比他丰富时.
他不会哄女孩子、不会迁就女孩子、不懂得怎样去爱女孩子，那还是小事。最要命的是他的好奇心和妒忌心。
他会锲而不舍的追问你：
“你以前的男朋友还有找你吗？”
“你是不是曾经很爱他？”
“你和他一起的时候是不是很快乐？”
“他对你好吗？有没有我对你这么好？”
“你有没有挂念他？”
“你们为什么分手？”
“他做什么职业的？一个月赚多少钱？”
“你有没有跟他一起去旅行？”
“他是怎样吻你的？”
“你和他有没有做那件事？”
你告诉他：
“以前的事我不想再提。”
他死缠烂打，说：
“你告诉我吧，我不会生气的。”
如果你真的相信他不会生气，而把你和旧情人之间的事告诉他，你就完蛋了。他会把你和旧情人怎样亲热的情景记在心上，然后认为你是一个随便的人。
未恋爱过的男人，是一个固执、小器又大惊小怪的男孩子，只会给你添麻烦。男人，还是应该多点给女人抛弃和折磨，才会成为好情人。

- 张小娴

独家报导

[ 檳城 25日訊 ]
恶作剧者凌晨大叫扰人清梦！！！

槟城某某公寓居民投诉说，在昨晚凌晨大约2:33分左右他们突然听到有人大声叫喊，把他们从梦中惊醒，还以为地震又来了！
一位住在13楼，不愿透露名字的陈小姐说，她听到的是一位女的，很像小孩的声音，大叫"JOoo-AAaaaN!!!"。当问到她那声音是大约从那儿传来时，陈小姐支吾的回答说好像是在13楼。。。。。
此公寓居民以经把这问题交由管理层去处理，他们希望恶作剧者不会在重复以上的闹剧，好让他们可以睡个好觉。

- 明天使 独家报导

Angel

Someone Sent An Angel to Me :)

Dream : ZX, Police and Death Sentence

Couldn't sleep well last night....... hmm.... I wanted to write it out when I woke up.... but now a lot of parts has forgotten... hmm..

In my dream, I was in Ames, attending a concert I think :) there were lot of cars and we couldn't find a parking, so we park our car at a secret bay inside a car park building, that secret bay's ceiling is very low.... and it's very dark. We covered up our cars in order not to be discovered by people.

Couldn't remember what has happened inside the stadium, but I knew we had fun there. When we left, we back to the secret parking bay and removed the cover.... but we discovered that one of my friend's mountain bike has been stolen. (Hmm.....) But luckily my black ZX and another mountain bike still around. My ZX looks very weird...it was still black in color, with heavy tinted windows.... but hor, the size reduced.... and the most weird part was the car body is wrinkled....just like the cloth, wrinkled. My ZX was 2 seated, since one of the mountain bike was stolen, I got no choice but to let them squeezed inside my ZX. Some how 3 of them managed to squeezed in.

When I was about to start the car, I found out that the engine was dead.... I coulnd't start. So two of my friends helped out, one went to check the engine, another checking the inside circuits. The sky was getting darker that time, and the weather was getting colder and colder... The snow starts falling and the road wasn't covered by the snow, but instead freezing up, it made the road so slippery because of that thin layer of ice.... Finally I managed to start the engine and everyone was back into my car....

I drove extremely slow because the road was so slippery.... until we reach one convex of the road.... and I stopped there. There was a 300m, 45 degree downhill road ahead of us, somemore, at the end of 300m, we would reach the main junction where I had to turn left. I knew that with the current road condition there was no way I could put any brake for the car to stop, my ZX will just slide down.... I waited there for so long until one of my friend, who was riding the remaining mountain bike, start downhilling kekeke.... I watched him successfully turn that corner and safely on the main road. Somehow...because of he was get used to M'sia road system where driver side is at the right hand side.... He turned into the wrong direction of lane... OMG, I only could wait there and pray nothign would happened. But too bad, I heard siren sound from a police car......

Somehow, don't know how, I ended up in a police station, and I was with 2 newly met person that I offer them a ride. The police were investigating that couple as they suspect that couple tortured their daugthers. Then the police came to us and show us one of the photo of a dead little girl.... the police lock us up and said we were going to get a dead penalty.... OMG... I told the police that I was innocence and I was just only offered them a ride. The police ignored me and somemore that couple never said a word. They are gonna drag me in..... haihz... I was so scared and helpless.....

Argh~ I could remembered the rest of the dream... but if I can recall, I will continue posting. Last night I really couldn't sleep well, I keep awaking....then fall back at sleep and made dreams.... some dreams is a continue to this dream and some just 9 5 dup 8...

Dream : Seduction

Hmmm.... Seem like these days I had many Vacation Dreams.... Is that a sign that I need vacation again or I have had too much vacations? :P

Well, again, My N and I joined a dunno-what 4D3N trips. We were staying in a big palace style resort hotel. At first everything seem to be OK, but when it was 3rd day of the trip, I found out that many of our tour members has either lost a hand, a leg, or even an eye... But seems like they still got a smile on they face even they had lost one of their body parts.......

So I started to feel scared and I ask my N stay inside the room and I'll go checking what had happened. When I came out from my room, I saw all the hotel workers were changed to military uniform and were weilding machine gun... Waaa.... so I crawled very slowly and stay undetacted by those guards. Then I heard 2 of them having conversation and were laughing at my tour members that we were very stupid. They said they just lie to my tour members that some kids in Africa need this body part and persuated them to donate it.

I didn't know what I am going to do so I keep advancing undetected untill I reach a door, I sneak in throw the window and I realized that this is another bed room and someone was sleeping. So I hide beside the bed and slowly crawling out again.... But.... suddenly my notebook (How come suddenly have a notebook? Kekeeee) started beeping and my N was calling me~! OMG, I afraid I would wake them up so I stayed still and not making any sound even holding my breath...... but too bad the room's light turned on and a blanket that covering my body was removed quickily and I was revealed.

(Wahahhaaaaaaaahahahaaa I can't stop laughing when write to this part~!)

Soooo, when the light turned on and I was forced to reveal myself, I saw 2 very beautiful girls in the room, one was wearing green flowers bikini and she was very very sexy and looks naughty (!!! I love dreaming :P), another looks very innocent and shy....... (Believe it or not I still can remembered how this shy girl look like). Then I was speechless and feel a little excited (I'm very honor one :P). That sexy girl smiles to me evilly and then she opened the drawer and took out 3 large-colorful-stripped-silky condoms (not those traditional rubber condom) and thrown it on the bed (!!!!!) and she asked that shy girl came closer to me......... Waaaaaa that time my heart keep pounding for real~! I couldn't stop imagine what they going to do on me (I'm a true guy and frankly speaking I was thinking of 3P that time :P shhh.................. it's just a dream). When I was about unable to resist the seduce......................................... someone knock the door!!! And again, I had to find a place to hide so won't get caught by those armed guards......

........ !@#$@$%

The dream End here.

Soooo...... seem like deep inside my heart still a bit of wild wild west elements. Dangerous eh~ Lemme tell my N about this and see how she says. Shall I?

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Dream : The Captain

This morning I had a very long dream... but I think I'd forgotten the beginning part.

I was in a battlefield, fighting Japanese Soldiers :P. I remembered their Grenades were very powerful and once they thrown to us, if got time, we would pick up the grenade and throw back to them kekeke.... but most of the time I just run for my life. Wierd thing was there were just grenades booming sound but no machine gun sound. (People says in the dreams you can't hear any sound.... well, maybe I "Feel" these sound).

I was on a losing side and finally we decided to abandon the land, we aboard a large wooden ship and keep fighting.... but still keep losing haaa... so I jumped from ship to ship, those people who weren't abandon their ship, I knew that they were killed or captured by those Japanese. Finally I was in a last ship, last remaining ship. I still keep hiding and hiding from the Japanese, finally I reached the top portion of the ship (roof?) and there's a very tiny secret room that I can hide myself in. On the door got a sign wrote: "When there is no way to go, there is a hope" (something like that but couldn't recall back :P)

So I opened the door and hiding inside. Inside the room there's a tiny window, I peeped from the window and I saw 2 old men playing chinese chess and drinking tea. There seem like waiting for something. Then the Japanese soldier broke into their room and say, "Ha... Finally found you! Mr. Yahoo Creator No. 8 (Don't ask me why got this name, I've no idea too)!" And bring that guy away. After that the Japanese just stop searching and fighting (Soooooo all the war starts was about capturing this Mr. Yahoo kekekee). When the Japanese left, the another guy waved to me and ask me to come down, he was the Captain of this last remaining ship.

Then the environment turned into a very groomy surrounding, it was still inside the ship, in the Captain room. I found out that this Captain was dying, there was gunshot wound in his left foot. He told me that he was hungry and told me that the guy supposed to prepare dinner for him was that Mr. Yahoo and now he was captured. So I ask what he wanted to eat... I knew that will be his last meal and last wish so I wanted to help him. He said he wanted to eat "Very Delicious Roasted Duck". So I asked a boy in the room whether he knew where to buy that very delicious roasted duck. The boy said he knew, I asked was that far away from here? He said nope. So I followed him to buy.

Scene changed to a city, lots of car and the road was wet, it's just after rain. I was wearing my rollerblade and tried to beat the traffic jam. In a corner, I fell once but I quickily got up as I know time is running short. So I blade n blade until I reached a mall, there were some young kids playing skateboarding and asked me do some tricks with my rollerblade kekekee... So I did a emergency stop and flips the rollerblades by foot to my hands like they did it with the skateboard. Then I walked into the mall and buy the Roasted Duck.

When I was back to the ship, I tried to go inside the Captain room through a very tiny window, it was the only entrance. I was so sad because the man who saved my life (The Captain) was dying, I gave him the Roasted Duck and he was eating slowing. I look outside from the deck, the winds are howling and sea was trying to sink the ship.... Just feel so sad so sad and my tears was about to burst out....

Then.............. My N woke me up :P Time to go to work. Hah!

Fresh Durians~!

Yesterday went to Durian Farm located at Titi, Negeri Sembilan. Just 1 hour drive from my home :)

Below are some pictures taken that day, enjoy~!

p/s : Friends, whoever wanna eat some fresh durians, mangosteens, and also wanna donate your blood to the Moquisto, just contact me :) It shall be no problem if it's the durian season :)

Durians and Mangosteen~~

Batman Enjoying Mangosteen. This guy is rish, his house cost more than 1.8M~!

Lengjais and Lengluis :P

"Ang Mor" Lyches

This is a very young Mangosteen Tree.

Jun and Queenie with Durians still hanging on the tree - Beware of your head!!! kekekee

My N holding a young "Thai Coconut". It's so fresh~~

Jun and Batman Loading Durians

Durians and Mangosteen in the truck~!

Home Sweet Home

This morning When I was about to leave my home, the sweet smell of my favorite Jasmine is floating all over the air... I like it. It make your mood just feel too good. Then went back to my room and take these photos to share with you.... :P

9-Miles Jasmine (Close up View)

My Favorite Tree, in Chinese called "9-miles Jasmine".... meaning you can smell the beautiful scence from 9 miles away...

My Mango Tree - @#$@ No Fruit!

My Durian Tree - 6 Years Old

Car Poach

Side View

Front View

Dream : She's Getting Married

Although she has been married for years and having a son now but don't know why the dream's time is when she is just about to get married. She is my first girlfriend, codenamed Little Cloud :P

We were at her fiancee's house, having dinner, just day before their wedding. Many friends were there, having fun, playing cards, watching weddign album etc. Weird thing was those friends I mentioned include my University's friends and I brought my N too :)

Seem like nobody else having dinner except Little Cloud and her Hubby, My N and I. The table was square in shape, very very small, it's about 1.5m x 1.5m and on top of tables are those expensive plates, glasses, silverware and, 4 dishes. During the dinner, My N wanted to go to washroom, so left 3 of us. I couldn't eat well, and I was afraid of those plates and glasses would fall to the floor, so I keep moving those to the inner side. I even move her glass of wine too. That's why when both of them finished their meal, mine still left a lot...and he asked, huh? why eat so slow? anything?

Actually that time my feeling was like a mixing jug, I truly felt happy for her but deep inside my heart I felt sour, not happy. But I tried so hard to get rid of that sour and unhappy feeling that acted cool. Why I would feel unhappy? I know it was because inside the dream, Little Cloud and I were just broke up, well, can't say break up but it was in cold war, so when she suddenly announced that she is getting married, my heart sure feel sour :|.

During my N was still in the washroom (Wondered why she took so long), her hubby keep talking about how important she is to him, he said she worked for him and he couldn't resist to give her all he can. He joked that during a roadshow he in charged, he asked the 20 people who used for the models, to help Little Cloud do her makeup wor... He knew that we were couples so he talked a lot how he met her, how important she is to him, that he couldn't afford to lose her etc... He done all the talking, Little Cloud keep silent, and me too, tried to concerntrate on the food and the plates.

When he went to take another glass of water, Little Cloud said unhappily to me, "Why so sensitive? (In Mandarin)", and I asked, "Huh, feel allergic? Was that the seafood?". She didn't reply me but just stare at her hubby, then I understand what she mean but just keep quiet.

After the dinner, My N came back and we wanted to leave, I tried to find my jacket, inside my jacket got a necklace that Little Cloud gave me when we were couple. But I could find the Jacket where I left behind. I just wanted to leave so I gave up finding it and left....
-END-

Well, I can't truly describe the feeling in sentence... I truly deep in my hurt really happy for her, just feel sour.

Dream : Angelina

Keekeekekee.... I guess the angel really came to my dream lastnight :P It's very clear..
Have I told you that I met a very beautiful and sexy girl during the trip to KunMing? But I just didn't approach her to get to know her (Because my honey was with me too :P).

The dream start in a shop, a quite empty shop with a bit groomy. There were some people gathering there, we seem like we were here to pick up something after the trip, yeah there were all my group member while I was in KunMing. I saw that pretty and sexy girl. Again, she was wearing small size white T-Shirt with black silky pants that made her body shape look like perfect :P, but her hair has changed style, become shorter till the shoulder and highlighted.

Although this time my honey didn't with me, I still didn't take any chance to approach her kekee, guess I didn't wanna be unfaithful to my honey :P. Then, I guess it was lunch time, and people started leaving the shop, I saw an empty long resting chair (Neh...those make of colourful stip of rubbles, the back is adjustable one le~) and I decided just to rest at there and wait for them to finish lunch..... since I didn't like having lunch with strangers with no topic chatting during lunch...

I eyes sent that girl off. She was driving a very very old type Honda Civic, Hatchback, Ocean Blue in color.... The street was very busy with all cars waiting for the traffic light to turn into red.....

But dunno why I was inside this shop's owner's car and went for lunch together... On the way to lunch, I saw that pretty sexy girl, and we passed by her... she was driving alone tho~ after that we stop at a small alley and the shop owner made a call to his friend and say he is waiting there. I didn't know who he was waiting for.... suddenly, that pretty sexy lady show up kekekee, I was very happy to know that she was going to have lunch with us together ho ho ho..

Suddenly I was in a room. I was in her room. It's a big L-Shape room, at least got 10m x 10m, but the ceiling was very very high, I think at least 8m in height. The whole room was very very clean and simple, the wall all covered with yellow-white lacy curtains, from ceiling to floor... Her bed was a simple Twin size bed with white color covering. Strange thing was right behind her bed, there was another small bed, I saw a picture of a 5 years old boy sticking on the wall. I knew it was her brother... This room is so simple and clean that make my heart feel so harmony :)

Before I decided to leave the room, I took a peep out of her window and wanted to know where her house is located. I saw a row of very very old shop, one of them is restaurant dunno selling what but lots of customer... seem like her house is big and high, all I could see was other house's roof and tiles. kekeee

When I was about to leave the room, she came in and smile sweetly to me, "Enjoy your stay~" oooooooooooooooh, I was speechless but only can smile to her :P. Finally, I asked, "..... I still didn't know your name......." She smiles and replied, "Angelina, I'm Angelina", and turn away walked downstair. I was stunt out there and just feel very happy :) -End-

:)

DVD Movies Crazy

Believe it or not.... I just bought 49 DVD movie titles from a friend of mine... Am I crazy? Well, too bad he just doesn't have "The Nightmare Before Christmas" ...

Hahaaa....... Guess you'll see me Idling in IRC now very often because I'll be watching the Movie with my honey lorrrrr :D

Dream : Renovation

I just feel unsecure...
Well, the dream goes like this:

I was at my house alone, but then from the 2nd floor's window, I saw some stangers start using a set of key and try to enter my house from the main entrance...

So I rushed downstair and wanted to stop them and querried them but it was too late, they had entered the house. I asked them what's the purpose of entering my house without permission and where they got that set of key. They said it's from my brother's order but I wasn't believe in them. So I called my brother and he said it was his gf's ideal to let them in for renovation his room, and that set of key is belong to his gf. So I was mad about my brother's gf coz she simply gave the keys to other and she thought this house belong to herself as she didn't even get permission from me to start the renovation. !#@$#@

I tried to stop them to start work but I failed. They treated me like I was an invisible man. They removed the whole ceilling, knock out the whole wall, remove the whole carpet etc, the whole room just a mess and very dusty. Suddenly they said they have done renovation it and they left in a blink of eyes. But the room is completely ruined. I was so mad that until I wake myself up :|

Hrmp~!~!~! @#$@%$@#$

Dream : Honey Leaving Me...

Not a pleasant dream...

We were on beach retreat vacation (Don't know where is it). We stayed at a resort hotel shape like a rectangle, and in the middle of the building are those tiny SPA pools...

The first day was happy... we went to search for the best beach in this area then enjoyed the view and sunlight....

Then... don't know what had happened, I beat up a guy at night, and this guy was my honey's friend. So she was mad at me, very mad at my action done to her friend... Haih.... Then she said she couldn't stand of me anymore and want to break up with me... I was so sad but I keep silent.

The next morning, I saw her packing, she only packed up her belongings and left mine hanging outsides... Well, seem like she was going to leave me for real... I was so sad... but still got hope to win her back....

Wait till the last moment, I pulled her to a quiet place and asked her if this is for real... she said yes. Then I asked her was this because of yesterday I punched that guy? She didn't answer me. Then I ask again, that if I didn't beat that guy up, was she going to leave me too? Haihz... she answered YES. That mean this break up has nothing to do with yesterday beating.... suddenly I knew I'm losing her ... and I burst into tears... THE END.

p/s: Never know I'll cry like that~! That's truly a heart breaking moment. Hope it won't happen in real world. God bless me. I'm gonna tell this dream to my honey and ask her why she done that :P

Decision Made

I couldn't find satisfaction in what I'm doing now..... What should I do?

When I was still a Civil Engineer, when the highway is completed, I feel satisfied for I've been achieved, whatI've been done to the public....

What should I do now?

I've made a choice last year to quit my profession and helping my father's small business. I'm giving myself 3 years and try to pick up whatever knowledge I'll learn in this business.....